Sunday, July 31, 2022

my Fight from within the USA

I have given up trying to spare myself the disgrace that Americans and mostly US state actors caused to my life. I have been asked by Japan self Defense Forces in Hawaii to quit the only employment I had in the USA to save face for my Japanese relatives. Instead of going to Japan and being imprisoned for the disgrace, I remain in the USA unable to perform as a suitable liaison or family member due to actions initiated against me by the US intelligence community and USAF- people who fully want to see me suicided, including my father a former USAF W6 officer veteran.

The Quakertown Public school pedophiles (who I reported decades after incidents) have the backing of the DoJ Anti-AAPI hate crimes reporting. And people in America still blame me as a Japanese American woman. 
The normal Bucks County area community behavior still involves American men who use and abused me from elementary school through my HS graduation at age 17.  
It went beyond that into my 18th birthday when I was a freshman at college;- put in a coed dormitory with adult men. While many people at Ithaca College knew parts of my story- being targeted repeatedly in the mandatory dorms at what was considered boarding school style housing-- I failed out of my triple degree program quickly. And, left unable to transfer out of the college to a better environment. 
I started an animal rights group and and actively recruited the co -founders. As a genXer on the east coast I was able to facilitate a group. Eventually, Cointelpro brought me down and shoved me into a crowd of people much older and powerful in American society. They are people who had financially supported America's elite Bill Clinton. All by 1999. 
It's now 2022 and I have never had a family of my own or relationship untainted by American political agenda to affect Japan. Did I say Japan? Yes, my mother is a silent generation Japanese, turned immigrant by my 14th birthday. Nearly 20years after arriving in the USA. 

And today, I have been barely surviving the continued attacks on my life- not just my identity, finances, career, and familial affiliation both in the USA and abroad.
I want others to know-- most of the attacks I endured are considered torture (as federal crime). And also racketeering to affect foreign officials.

And it has not stopped.

Friday, July 29, 2022

classified materials destruction 2

Continuation of my thought flow from:

Part of the issue I'm contemplating is the classified nature of several programs that affect certain individuals and possibly the environment at large. Though I'm not a conspiracy theorist-- I am the daughter of a former government printer/USAF officer
and grew up understanding some things about issues around classified documents, including torture. To add to my torture complaint the absolute lunacy in having to be aware of such classified issues as a toddler.

The FAA document about destruction of classified materials other than documents includes a melting and mutilation. So I began to wonder how exactly the change 
Of the form of an element is considered destruction as say, an ice cube melts into a small water puddle.  How about the less popular yet current Graphene explosions? Are they mutilation of graphene? Graphene semiconductor related, or simply still stuffed into the ionic plasma verbology of DARPA?
 And starting with a 1959 Norththrop Grumman Space and Mission Systems Corp patent US 3222675A  that

Is this truly absolute ludicrous (especially given today's nanotechnology)? To have classified destruction of non-documents to be melted!? And with today's Nanotechnology use, known and unknown-- what is the ink used for printing of documents or 3d printing of images?

After the earlier post I simply expressed my issue verbally to a sympathetic activist. However, I did refrain from explaining the patent. And how changing of form of elements and nanotechnologies (both organic and synthetic in form) has been changed to terminologies such as vaporization, Extreme Ultraviolet exposure, Avalanche to name a few.

Btw: if you have followed my blog, you may have noticed a surveillance software or bot presence that tampers with my writing from time to time. So far my main known suspect is a Grammatech security surveillance grant project/DARPA. So, I frequently post drafts, as there are excessive issues each time I open a document to edit.

When I found this article,

 the "insurance" issue emerged as the destruction of a building probably not built by Hensel Phelps - one of many WMD grade construction contractors.
One old citing of semiconductor flammable vapor in insurance consideration:

And there are of course several about Graphene explosions and flammability from the past.

Current backing developments in reduction of flammability of graphene.

Qq w

Thursday, July 28, 2022


Out of the blue, my elderly father said 
Z. Showed up 7years ago. He wasn't even around when your brother was alive.

This is near the time frame after I went to court as Hawaii state prosecuted a USN ET nuke with same first name. 

For some reason my father was being told to harm me by this newer "neighbor" who has had access to documents I left behind...since I had not anticipated not returning from Hawaii.

Wednesday, July 27, 2022

Strange Skies

"One of the saddest lessons of history is this: If we’ve been bamboozled long enough, we tend to reject any evidence of the bamboozle. We’re no longer interested in finding out the truth. The bamboozle has captured us. It’s simply too painful to acknowledge, even to ourselves, that we’ve been taken. Once you give a charlatan power over you, you almost never get it back."~Carl Sagan

Sunday, July 24, 2022

3rd day

Here's how the bee pics are going.
Wearing my decade old Tibetan Kalachakra shirt while watering plants. The tiny bee took a break on the T shirt to avoid the water shower.

TI Victims' Resource Booklet

Over the past year, became my unintended side project after a loss of my personal domain for teaching piano. Though my original domain returned to me after a year, I took on a more serious role as a writer and volunteer victims   "group leader", sharing information and personal experiences that I am not paid to share with new human rights organizations' members and followers.  Some victims reached out to me. They have gotten crushed by content developers who mark their work as human rights advocacy and non-profit charity. Their (predominantly extremist white male) behavior has left a trail of deeply saddened victims.

Each victim has a different story. And I am only one person who has limited funds and resources. I compiled an overview 8 page TI Resource booklet pdf for victims and concerned individuals. You can read the contents below. Or its available for download at:                  *The contents are not legal advice     07/2022

Spiritual healing for  peace and calm in our daily routines.

Some spiritual healing modalities are frequently misunderstood by victims who want to talk away and unload their past trauma to a compassionate volunteer. There are some, yet few safe places to do this type of verbal expression, even with open victims' meetings hosted online. 

The following two resources mention the 21day cycle. There are many other 21 day healing resources out there, but here are a couple that have been used successfully.

Book:  A Time To Heal by Cathy O'Brein 

Group: Bruno Groening Circle of Friends is based out of Germany but has multicultural international following in numerous countries. Books are available online, and remote volunteer translators communicate between English and German into to many other languages- ie., Hebrew, Russian, Vietnamese.

Buddhist books: 

Start Where You Are by Pema Chödrön

365 Dalai Lama  Daily Advice from the Heart by His Holiness the Dalai Lama


In terse multicultural environments, some trauma diagnoses are not mental illness. Race based social and environmental factors and are not mental illnesses. 

RBTS - Race Based Traumatic Stress

From: Asian-American Mental Health Resources


Please report Asian and AAPI, or other hate incidents and bias motivated conduct you experience or witness. Many people fail to stand up for the minorities of minorities in the USA to save face and side with the abusers on the ladder of systemic racism. Reporting a hate incident doesn't mean there will be law enforcement involvement. New social statistics acquisition has finally been initiated since many hate incidents aren't considered hate crimes.

Include emails, social media, video, meeting weblinks, with or without recordings, images, (speech and harassment) for statistical purposes - hate incident reports are unlikely to bring in any intervention by  law enforcement.  It is important to report incidents, especially since adverse behaviors may markedly cause depression or suicidal thoughts in people who witnessed the attack. - ie. In an online meeting.

Places to report hate incidents or bias related behaviors:

In Zoom Meetings or outside of Zoom:

Report Zoom related Abusive Behavior:

Google Meet Policies

Google Meet Report Abuse

Stop AAPI Hate (USA)

Stop Hate UK

USA HATE CRIMES  report to law enforcement in USA or abroad 

US Department of Justice -  (Not state AG)

State Department/ FBI -


Local police- If you aren't afraid of police or racist retaliation from them. Some police jurisdictions allow for online reports and/or miscellaneous incident reports. But some police aid and abet criminals and stave off any reporting to circumvent the statute of limitations of federal crimes.

To file other US complaints: Against a state agency or worker- your state's Attorney General office website may have an online complaint forms. 

On the State Attorney General website(s) look for "submit a complaint" links in sidebar, menu, or on a page.

Ie.,  Pennsylvania Attorney General to complain about Department of Motor Vehicles - 717-787-3391 or visit website

Ie., California Office of Attorney General (OAG) - California Department of Justice website for complaints or

Facility (ie. Hospital complaint) - Department of Health 

Taxes- IRS or

Department of Revenue (Pennsylvania )

US Money order inquiry- go to USPS office and request form PS-6401 + fee over $7.

Also alert you post office to mail fraud or suspected issues at the USPS website.  



PETA Factsheet: Animal Abuse Human Abuse Partners in Crime 


To Report Animal Abuse - first contact local police closest to the animal or 9-1-1 in US. 

Report to PETA: please use the email or online form for a faster response.

*The contents are not legal advice     07/2022

*The contents are not legal advice     07/2022


Cybertorture includes the use of technologies on civilians around the world. It is very difficult to gain insight without Federal help for victims. Reporting Anomalous Health Incidents (aka. Havana Syndrome)  should be directed to the State Department or FBI. 

One idea I shared with victims is to learn how to make and archive their own dried blood microscopy slides- until they  are able to access and afford electron microscopy or affordable spectroscopy. Making a dried blood microscopy slide can provide insight to the victim's nanotech or biotoxin contamination status. It can be affordable (appx $20USD for slides and coverlets) and portable way to archive potential evidence with a label and proper envelope. It only requires a drop of blood from a finger, toe, or other suspect place on the body.

The latest topic of cybertorture is intertwined with larger scale attacks against the victims. Multiple stalkers may work collectively to unnerve their victim, destroy their support systems and reputation, and leave them homeless and isolated.

There are several newer organizations that have enabled victims of these newly identified crimes be heard. California with Silicon Valley seems to be the most aggressive state creating laws to deter cybertorture. However national laws are slowly emerging in new legislation. And many of the new groups and organizations are already involved in influencing the legislation.



FISA 1978- Foreign Surveillance Act of 1978 and revisions 2001+

The DoD 5240.1r  (1986) surveillance manual indicates the degradation and possible death of a person's life is part of the parameters of the surveillance procedures. It has been used by several US military branches, federal, and local officials as justification for human testing- both consenting and non consenting. And, it includes signals intelligence use: with microwaves, radar, exotic signals. A  lengthy checkbox affidavit that exists to prove these crimes (over a long time,or lifetime) are a form of torture by intelligence agencies. You can find the affidavit at  

Also visit lead by former Intel Agency, NASA, and Government employees. They have many tactics listed such as; Cease and desist letter forms, and equipment you can buy document the signals and electromagnetic radiation. You may need help of one or two people.

 Related: FARA - Foreign Agents Registration Act, Patriot Act, Freedom Act

*The contents are not legal advice     07/2022


Some researchers found that "Gangstalkers" are hired for over $28,000 to train a group of 50 or more new Gangstalkers to force people out of homes and neighborhoods inside the USA. This training may be linked to FISA stalkers who are contracted by the government.

These collective actions done using known government surveillance procedures, occult handling of members and surrounding individuals, and/or by transhuman researchers in biotechnology are known as gangstalking. New legislation is needed to make it a crime in many nations and states.

Some investigators  found that "Gangstalkers" are hired for over $28,000 to train a group of 50 or more new Gangstalkers to force people out of homes and neighborhoods inside the USA. This training may be linked to FISA stalkers who are contracted by the government.

Basics- keep a stalking incidents log

Tech Safety

SPARC - Stalking Log Instructions

It's important to report or log abuse. But the downside is that stalkers can use the logged information against the victim, especially by intolerant people where "Community Abuse"exists

It is difficult to report hate incidents when the local police discriminate or persecute immigrant or foreign national families living inside the USA or other nations. So please log hate incidents with an method- journal, app, collection of notarized affidavits, or organization you trust. 

Foreign nationals or immigrants in the USA may want to read current "Aliens & Citizens American Jurisprudence" reference volumes at a law library or online before consulting an attorney.

Brought to the USA by US Military or state actors and in a domestic violence situation? 

Writing to the UN (United Nations) is a last resort after all other documented remedies have failed.

  *Note: Some racketeering groups (organized crime) married or brought foreign nationals into the USA or other nations. These groups of men and women typically control the scapegoat 

*The contents are not legal advice     07/2022

narrative of the children and the foreign born spouse for blatant persecution, torture, or intelligence agency false flag narratives. They do so with help from local police, state offices, 

public school officials, and higher up military and/or their extended friends and family network. Racketeering is a crime intended to affect a foreign official's decisions for policy, trade, the sale of defense weapons, or control of US Military Bases, and much more. It is illegal practice that 

encompasses many severe federal crimes including murder or "suiciding" relatives, and may be a form of hostage taking. They are repeat RICO Act violations that criminals have managed in order to circumvent discovery of a variety of trafficking by using women and children as shields politically. Domestic Violence can include forms of torture according to the United Nations.

Some choose to call mental health services on the target as a form of medical abuse. This is a really common form of abuse used to disrupt the targets' life. It's similar to asymmetrical warfare tactics which "capture" removes the target from their normal routine.

Some victims of cyber torture tweet unrelenting daily attacks and stalking related incidents on social media accounts over the past decade. And, they have not seen a remedy to their overall situation and lost employment. The so-called "embarrassing" daily tweets raise awareness and may deter more serious bodily harm by assailant(s). 

Reporting civil rights violations historically doesn't turn into a flurry of civil suits because it is a power-related social issue. Reality is that many civil rights or human rights violators go without punishment or reprimand, even with heinous crimes as conspiracy to suicide/manslaughter an individual. Reporting incidents may give insight to social trends that can be corrected. Or an area that may need additional intervention. In some rare cases, shedding light on a psychopathic murder to sentence an abuser who escalted their violence to murder.



*Always keep enough money ready to take a bus, or  secure and safe transportation away from the situation. If a cyber hacker is controlling your ride share, find another way to get transportation. Even if it means getting a bicycle or a plan to walk away and camp under a tarp. Keep an old phone that works in case of emergency, a full charger cable if stuck in a rural area.

If you live in a community with helpful resources and volunteers, educate yourself about the crime victim compensation system before you get stuck. Don't expect the police to be helpful. Some police are repeat domestic abusers themselves. Only some victims' advocates will be able to help you through the system beyond state supported psychological counseling which 

*The contents are not legal advice     07/2022

may be part of Victim's Compensation. Victims are expected to pay out of pocket first. So be prepared to pay hospital bills, attorney fees, and acquire new housing all at once. 

It isn't fair. And credit reports have no mercy for victims who fail to make payments.

Typically, Victims' Compensation only covers immediate medical expenses from an attack that the state prosecuted. Meaning, that the police or law enforcement witnessed the attack and decided to press charges for the state.  

Many victims are left to homelessness despite Violence Against Women Act (VAWA) protections. Meaning ie., A county judge disregarded one victim's VAWA request despite the housing requirements being met– Federal VAWA guidelines of housing complex being partially subsidized by the Federal Government. The  judge who golfs in the community didn't want the stigma of helping a specific targeted female who was placed on a watch list. And made it known prima facie in their courtroom.

Resources to secure new housing can be found through domestic violence centers, religious groups, and homeless shelter.  Beware of being bulldozed in shelters and on your phone or computer by the assailant's friends or attorneys offices and hired hackers/investigators.  You will probably be on a schedule and give up some freedom of coming and going as if you had your own place. And, despite legal protections against rental discrimination;- some victims are refused access to housing outside of the victim's related resources.

You may need to rely on renters' insurance for damaged belongings. There is a limit to federal Victim's Compensation monetary assistance. Civil suits may be the only way a judge can award compensation for excessive damages.

Afraid to call the police? Damages to vehicles vary in severity depending on state laws. Ie, some states consider a tire slashing attempted murder. Reporting obvious tampering helps to document the pattern of attacks.

To secure an inexpensive storage unit for belongings may be helpful, but not foolproof to protect items from thieves or tampering. Selling what you can may give you helpful funds to leave the situation, or take away stress of damaged belongings. A rule of thumb some people use is whatever isn't used in 3 months time is sold or donated. Any excess can be burdensome to continue storing. 3-4 months is a long time to understand how your life may have changed and what you can sell or use.

*The contents are not legal advice     07/2022

Resources on Crime Victim Compensation

Rape Abuse Incest Information Network – RAIIN 1-800-656-4673 in USA, has chat hotline

US Federal DOJ trifold pamphlet pdf

Online Resources for Suicidal Victims or Self-Harm 

Find help and reach out to the victim in your area with specific resources, phone numbers, websites near them. Let them choose to call.

Let the social media platform know by making a report of a known or anonymous attendee.

Contact the local law enforcement where the victim is. There may be advocates who can counsel the victim at their home in some areas. 

International website resources

Find a Helpline

Wikipedia International List

International Association for Suicide Prevention


Contact Zoom:

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline

Call 800-273-TALK (8255) or Text NAMI to 741-741

Bee Personalities

Some bees are lazy, and others are more aggro. This morning at dawn, I witnessed a bee wakeup!attack while I was outside contemplating a dim sunrise.
 I noticed a sleeping bee (got tons of easy pics).But soon the sun had the first busy bee already covered in white pollen.  The bee buzzed me a couple times till I backed of the photo taking. And while my hand was still up the busy bee landed on the sleeping bee and tried to tear the lazy bee from the flower.
Yes, the lazy bee kinda shrugged it off and slept a little longer.

Friday, July 22, 2022

Sprouted and greening

The Jumbo Banana Squash seeds I dried by the fireplace last fall were in a paper bag that tore open.  I casually planted them during a heatwave while tossing out over 300 other plants last week. Reusing the containers and dirt (not organic) and sprinkled some on top of dirt in a few house plant containers. I think I did fine drying these. And with the hot July heat and rainfall only, they are doing well for their first week of sprouting and greening outside under the shade of a clipped wisteria.
Each plant can yeild over 75+ pounds of squash. And they need little water.

Thursday, July 21, 2022

Computer prayers & wish

It's been a rough, very rough 2 years. And am at the end of my equipment- computer, mics, recording. Etc. 
My backup work laptop/ service my own laptop became condensed and I rebuilt a laptop. Now my bios chip is out 100% and I don't have access to a computer or workplace and computer where the beeping, literally beeping cmos bios beep beep beep beep beep is workable.

Any donation of a new or used computer would be much appreciated. Even a working tablet or Chromebook would be helpful for continuing efforts. 
Much peace.

Monday, July 18, 2022

Classified materials destruxtion

Pulled this up in a brainstorm to find some way to change the melting of molecular structures in the classified realm. Would it be possible to change the constraints on the classified destruction of non-document materials? 

It's already been proven that solar radiation fails to destroy all printing inks and mediums. Barium Sulfate a filler in printing inks,Barium and strontium ferrites used in 3d printing. other particles are also used in US outsourced Korean and Asia printing ie. See EUV/ SB UV patent exp. 03/15/2031 Aluminum combined with magnesium nanoparticles and other high tensile structural mediums and aubstrates. Dumping and igniting classified materials at the 
FAA site see c. And screenshot of faa site below. 


Sunday, July 17, 2022

Solar Radiation Management

A glimpse of handful of my Solar Radiation Management (SRM) related pics. Available for use or reprint - please contact for use.

Solar Radiation Management includes the deployment of reflective nanoparticles to block Radar and UV rays. There are technologies that use some types of UV radiation signals frequencies today. However the debate rages over shipment protections and security, versus the disruptive particulate matter shutting down the ability for all types of life forms to fuel or feed themselves- from photosynthesis to human digestion.

Thursday, July 14, 2022

The plant nursery update

The past several days, I've gone through and culled the dead plants in containers. Mostly a mix of annuals, biannuals, and perennials that aren't returning. The count is in at well over 300+plants - and dozens of flats. 
The climate change, has made watering them a priority in the July heat wave. And, it seems that the days of more water for half the number of plants has arrived. The inversion layer like clouds that seep In from overhead are creating a convection oven, despite forecasts for rain. A drizzle of raindrops fell from what appeared to be a large storm system  over the past weekend. 

Of all the tropical, subtropical, and northern climates I've lived in throughout the continental US and Hawaii, I have never felt a storm like I experienced this past weekend in the Northeast US. 
The dark clouds moved in yet the air was hot and thick, yet not humid. It felt like the cooked earth was steaming. And there were a few minutes of a disappointing warm rain. 

It was, by no means a normal rain shower.
And with more heat waves predicted, I've considered watering the biggest trees so we don't loose the shade. The shade is the only thing protecting the young plants and shrubs from total leaf decimation. Burnt crisp leaves on otherwise viable trees, including evergreens and other hardy species that have survived the past decade of winteriing. 

The containerized plants that are remaining, were blessed with shade from a few remaining tall Northeastern Maples. Trees I used to play under and climb in childhood. Yesterday morning I measured the shade coverage at optimal time. My favorite tree has shade I measured  48steps tall by 40steps wide. Or, approximately 152'x120".

 I know the neighbors have been treading here to cut down every last remaining tree. They've eliminated so much of the last swaths of forest passage. They cleared "their own" forest acreage in the past year. And people hunting for firewood have cut down several of the lightweight evergreens that were over 20years old. Guys with chainsaws and pickup trucks are fast scavengers for biomass and board feet.

 Not much remains but it is still more than a town park serving as habitat. Most American city and suburban folks view human, plant, and animal life as expendable for profit. The tree fall doesn't make it to decay and grub food supplies for various marsupials, birds, amphibians, bats, and other microbiome inhabitanta. These new survivalist have a modest greenhouse for their own food. And buy more land to cut it for biomass or other harvest. 

This year, we have some new additions to feed. Squirrel, Raccoon, Groundhogs, a skunk who has accepted catlike status, and some of the neighbor's roaming cats and dogs. Their natural foodsources are gone.

The newly planted trees, aren't surviving much past 20 years at max. Lichen now proliferates all ages of trees and woody stemmed shrubs. Several evergreen varieties haven't made it out of a 1 gallon bucket without lichen inundation. Lichen that is being encouraged by chemtrails to create biomass. Not biomass for sale, Not biomass for some contorted conservative environmentalist profit. Biomass for the scavengers or pure destruction. Noone is saving anything or allowing it to decay to support any circle of life.
Young plants aren't making it because of the crystal development triggered by nanopparticles within them. Once they have absorbed enough nanoparticles, the woody branches and trunks turn fiberously flexible or, a drier suppleness and snap. It's different than a dry unwatered tree or shrub that breaks at any chose point with crisp dry breakage. The difference between a Sparking rose and a extra brut, except in parameters of cylindrical limbs of tree death.  There is no rot. It is a toxic death in July.  And there is little hope to see trees grow past 20' where we once had beautiful 
giants grow quickly in comparison to the slashed slopes of the Northwest. It's gone. It's obviously gone.

And this shade, this magnificent shade is barely enough for the other plants to survive the scorching sun. 

Even the dozens of tall asters and hardy Queen Anne's lace that once grew in fields and in the open need partial shade. They are growing in shadiest spots, like every former full sun plant now needs partial shade and constant hydration.

I reflect on my recent lichen quest drawing a direct climate change path to the climate change chem trails crowd.  My Luddite musicianship reminds me of seasoned piano lessons for wood. Chemical Ice nucleation resonates with  Freeze casting of living entities. As I dig up a quotation to share as a reflection on the reduction of life as some random molecule to be replaced.

Resources & References: 

Card 1- Lichens and Biomass: 
The Lichens' Microbiota, Still a Mystery?

Card 2 - Freeze Casting:
Freeze Casting: From Low-Dimensional Building Blocks to Aligned Porous Structures-A Review of Novel Materials, Methods, and Applications.

Shao, G., Hanaor, D., Shen, X., & Gurlo, A. (2020). Freeze Casting: From Low-Dimensional Building Blocks to Aligned Porous Structures-A Review of Novel Materials, Methods, and Applications. Advanced materials (Deerfield Beach, Fla.)32(17), e1907176.


Zhang, Jian-Fei; Zhou, Xiao-Nan; Huang, Xin; Hao, Liu-Cheng; Zhi, Qiang; Li, Zi-Xuan; et al. (2019): Biomorphic Cellular Silicon Carbide Nanocrystal-Based Ceramics Derived from Wood for Use as Thermally Stable and Lightweight Structural Materials. ACS Publications. Collection.