Saturday, June 29, 2019

Im Japanese-American Nisei AND ALSO VEGAN!!!

I'm beyond pissed off from the FISA monitoring since 1978. Every targeted individual & follower I have on social media knows this. I also had a long standing reputation as a vegan activist since the 90's.
I literally REFUSE to compromise and take work serving animals;- that is until I started working in April 2019 after returned to the East Coast in Sept. 2018.  So I'm pissed off at my employers, although they will hire me due to my ethnic background being "other". The catering work has me shuffling around the tortured & rotting flesh of God's creatures. They even went so far as to have me serve it up at Cornell graduation.
Granted when I can I dish out the vegan sandwiches, & more wilingly though not happy put out the vegetarian hypocrite food. So, can I call myself vegan since April? For the first time in over 30yrs?

So, the catered work is through a highly questionable to me temporary agency. Trump's racist following has ignited so many small businesses and others with a conflict of interest in hiring me. I also attended an international summit called APEC since I had consulted small businesses & had plans to start my own business (that got crushed under the racism invoked by theTPP that I DIDNT WRITE!)
So aside from seeking help from the vegan community in establishing parameters for vegans who cater in Ithaca. I'm faced with those who call themselves vegan yet are in full force cooking up animals for these wasteful events where large garbage containers for trash trucks are filled with cooked animal remnants after the largest of events.
For Shame!

So much of this angers me that I feel I don't have any choice but to quit.
Ithaca disappoints me on several levels. This one is the most unforgiveable to me. I get the racism, I got that a long time ago.
However they are piling on their opinions again of what makes one vegan. And, they do not HAVE any decent options in town.

That is aside from the social environment that is geared towards the partying staff smoking weed & whatever else. They intended to socially make working uncomfortable for me as an adult who needs to pass clearance checks to attend sometimes high security events.
It's entrapment again as a targeted individual. And, I've been researching enough to believe that the temporary agency is a perpetrator that controls my location & whereabouts by putting me on certain events in order to embarrass me internationally at these events. This means they are Masonic &/or CIA linked Deepstate.
I'm a freelancer who is seeking employment. I left the continental USA due to similar issues that became life threatening to me.

None of this agrees with me.
Plus of course they have all of my personal information that could wind up in the hands of new perpetrators.

Passive Personality Principal

While many European & USA courts have refused this international legal principal "passive personality principle";- I want to challenge it in the sense that
USA Capitalism and diplomacy have been at aimed at creating torture & trafficking victims in the upper echelons of immigration.
My life story is filled with my own testimony of being stonewalled by USA government to the local level, including the grade schools I attended in order to live without abuse & torture from USA. Both my brother & sister are dead, neither of natural causes.
The abuse I endured was a threat to even having my family & mother in my life. As the United States I experienced did not consider my Japanese immigrant mother or her Japanese family humans. So, I was thought of as less and was tortured by CIA protocols set forth at home & in the community. I was "offered" relief from the heavy daily abuse yet the foster care option did not include my return to Japan, to one of a handful of aunts and uncles or to my Japanese national grandparents.

I have also had to file police report of the murder of my sister in front of my mother at the Quakertown hospital after I found evidence of her burial in records at the cemetery.
It was a horror my Japanese national mother, still on Visa, shared with me until they took her away to do erroneous surgeries that rendered her disabled.

I have many horrific complaints I gathered through the course of my life. And I have fought for my life literally, in this world of Bildeberg influenced white Americans.

I have never experienced any good intentions towards me underlying their positive demeanor. It is reptoid mind cold blooded murder that they seek to mask.

Thursday, June 27, 2019

Autoword psyop & surveillance virus

Auto word itself does not behave normally. And, my phone has had many updates to possibly change the words that are Psyops as Google suggests different videos and news from my "suggested or recommended" markings. When I input Harajuku the autoword today;- autoword re-spelled it to Hara jakku so I caught the oddity as no words in English even exist to be a correction.
I'm taking my 10min break to write this.
So Hara initiates my thinking of Harajuku
jakku is not an English word, yet phonetically alludes to mastrubation done by a male.

The autoword fought my trying to correct it back to Harajuku as in a Japanese town.
Finally corrected as I wanted to comment on a video about Harajuku girls removing makeup in public.
I am guessing it is CIA again with FISA monitoring.

American women here don't dress up and party in pretty ways. Many of them approach my life and Japanese culture with anger of USA military relatives in their hearts.
They are not pretty. They insult pretty women because they do not find joy in life that we live, unless they are doing intelligence operations against Japan.

I strongly dislike American women for this. They make fun of me as they encourage their groomed rapist men to attack me so that I live in poverty. The ratio of reported rape is 1report for every 16 actual rapes that occur. Then add in the fact that Police in Pennsylvania & New York refuse to take police reports in addition to the University & Private College campus security refusal.

One must understand the average American woman is pretty until age 30. And due to genetics & chemical deteriorating of white European genetics they become ugly and wrinkled by age 40.  So this makes them more vicious and hateful to people like me as a matter of how they actually are.

Sorry, this post is a but more than auto word. I have many comments to make on my experiences as a Hafu Nisei in America.
My experience is different and has had increased intensity of being tortured by USA intelligence agencies. As I stated before, they murdered my sister in front of my mother at the hospital as a form of torture while she was on Visa to the USA from Japan. In 2005 I was urged to expatriate from USA prior to being abducted & assualted in an empty  apartment for over a month& how they also suicided' my brother without investigation.
I have testimony to the contrary of my brother's suicide. However USA federal govt sees us as property. I have no choice except suicide to escape their continued torture. They stonewalled me & my mother so I could not make my nationality choice as I wanted Japan only.

Caught my interest: Architecture Books

"Space, Gender, and Urban Architecture" by Cyrus Vakili-Zad.
Isbn 978-1-63485-281-4
"Making Places for People", C.J. Coffin & J. Young

On the water Palisades bay, MoMA
Isbn 0-7506-597-2
Solar radiation and daylight models,(1997, 2004) by T. Muneer
Isbn 978-7-5618-3565-4
REPOSITIONING the relation between man and nature"
Tianjin University Press, 2010
"Rematerial from waste to architecture", Bahamon and Sanjines 2010

Architecture for Rapid Change & scarce resources by Sumuta Sinna, 2012; isbn 978-1-84971-116-6

22euros inGerman;- "Home Not Shelter! "
Gemeinsam leben statt getrennt woheben
--- Green Walls Green Roofs
Images publishing 2014
Isbn 978-1-86470-552-2
"Ultra Low Tech Architecture" ISBN 978-84-15223-34-4
Call number NA 2542.36.U48.2011
"The Sniper's Log, Architectural Chronicles of Generation X", by Alajandro Zaera-Polo, 2012, Princeton University School of Architecture isbn 978-84-92861-22-4
Architecture and Violence (essays) Edited by Bechir Kenzari publisher ACTAR; isbn 978-84-92861-73-6

"Sex And Buildings"
By Richard J. Williams. Publisher Reaction Books LTD, 2013
"Hypersexual City the provocation of Soft-Core Urbanism" by Nicole Kalms publisher Routledge;- pg 23 "Lavin criticizes..."& How heterosexism can be cloned reproductions
Published by Department of Architecture National University of Singapore 2015;  "Dementia Design Sourcebook" by Fung John CHYE
isbn 978-98109-6833-5 (hardcover)
"Architecture and the body, science & culture" edited by Kim Sexton
isbn 978-1-138-18882-2
Call number FINE NA 2542.4.A71815.2018
"Body, Memory, and Architecture", Kent C. Bloomer & Charles W. Moore
New Haven and London University Press 1977
Isbn 0-300-02139-9 (pbk.)

Tuesday, June 25, 2019

My life story;- saying good bye to USA for good reasons.

Facing my elderly parents, who "had me late' is, One of the saddest things I've had to endure about life in the USA.
I used to be hopeful everyday that things would improve. As a Nisei kid in a community devoid of Any Asians aside from Hapa kids like myself I was isolated.
I didn't have friends. Not at any respectable level to constitute a comfortable birthday party of 5.
In fact, my 9th birthday was the last party I had. It was my mom's white friends children who attended. They belittled and ridiculed my Asian-Japanese features and my father punished me for trying to stand up for myself. I will never forget that day as I hid behind the birds nest shrubs crying curled up on the mulch at my own birthday party.
My mother thought this was ok to support throughout my life.
So now it's 30yrs later and my parents are now more stubborn, violent, and rotten hearted to me than normal. And, it comes after I had to call in the death of my brother BEFORE I got to see his mangled head that morning. Later, I got to Hawaii and actually filled a police report about my sister being murdered in front of my mother prior to my birth. There are no statute of limitations on murder. Yet my father didn't report the incident. My mother was tortured and the community made her out to be a good slave they bossed around and therefore an acceptable 'stupid immigrant'.
My mother took great offense to everyone's comments but didn't want to return to Japan a looser.
I think she lost her mind along the way. She was tortured in a hospital. My USA father was delighted and horrible to me when she was in the hospital. It was something he seemed to take pleasure in. Yet once in a while he changed personality and tried to pretend to care in a heartfelt way.
It's now some 30yrs behind me and nothing about my father's intentions sits well with me. Nothing about his friendships & what he told me was appropriate.
I suppose, in retrospect, it makes me see why my expectations from white people are so low. I place their astute and affluent in the same category with violent felons & dirty homeless. None are trustworthy. They are all vile.
Even though I have had a few scant acqauintences remain in my life;- the bulk of my network is well outside the east coasters who are absolutely rotten in essence. The 'good ones' are people I can compare only to their protected gang rapists. Heed my warning that the United States than it is in a Muslim nation for me.
The USA covered up many heinous stories.
The white men who were 'good to me' in Hawaii don't act close to the same here. So please understand they are attempting to "butter up" the community on Oahu by their positive actions.
They only send the creepiest of creeps at me here in NY & PA. The types of men who do rape, stalk, & harm women as untouchables in their communities.
Except for me, my story will conclude soon. I simply am not up for another fight with these ugly men & their women who see me as a quiet victim. I swear it is because the women are more racist than anyone, as I have no good friends from College, University, or grade school.
I literally wasted my lifetime to document the reality behind the lies my mother told to keep a happy face.

Saturday, June 22, 2019

My Lifestyle;- Low Impact Living

I've spent 4+yrs cutting back on my personal footprint. I've honestly it to the point I'm on the edge of society.
Pushed my body and mind to be able to live the impossible; vegan-keto low impact with help of a world-class nutritionist & world class supplements.

Saving water & Earth in the future with widespead low impact living;- The majority would have to adopt my extreme diet. 2x body weight Water in ounces daily, 1/2lb salad, some nuts or tofu, rest is supplements for protein & fueling. Keto Vegan. I use 1 disposable paper cup a day, don't do dishes. Trying to find a way not to use plates or bowls. Just a pair of metal chopstix. Use wipes to wash face & reuse to clean surfaces. Don't have a home. Don't poo much. Don't shower much, yet love being in water enough. Use oils to clean & spray down with H20/ EO's after yoga/workout. Wash hair once in a while with shampoo & reuse shampoo on body. Mostly use oil to condition. Keep it that simple. Don't buy clothes that are too thick. Rinse & hang clothes. Looks live/sleep out of a small storage pod or vehicle with an air filter & solar charging & provides EM shielding. Has AC & heated seat/bed.
If u want to live, you go out and join the community. No use for multiple personally owned chairs and lounges.
My personal low impact living project.
It's not easy to do against the current mainstream;- but I did it for most of 4+yrs. Revised. And still going, despite societal pressure to "act normal" and wasteful.

Can you make your "daily trash/ waste stream" literally fit in a cup you drink out do you think of water?
After touring a Nuclear Submarine, I decided to do just that above ground.
After all, there are billions of humans taking liberties with the Earth while we kill each other for it's dwindling resources.

Wednesday, June 19, 2019

worship earth

I worship your life
I make time for you
(My time is finite here)
I am grateful that you make time for me
Nurturing, compassion, love, & abundance
You say you worship me
Yet you have transcended finite time
For that, I am grateful.
May abu dance and pea e be steadfast on my journey with Earth

Saturday, June 01, 2019

No more bottled soap

Paper towels & biodegradable sponges & clothes & Fiber mops with soap, disinfects, ammonia,  dots

My ideas for reducing plastic bottles & waste. Cut down on chemicals