Wednesday, November 07, 2018

About Wozzeck

As a young artist & music scholar,  I had a great fascination with the Second Viennese School since I was 18yrs old going into my sophomore year of Music college.
I currently am publishing a short ebook about Wozzeck on smashwords titled Aspects of Schoenberg and Berg in Wozzeck.
However I am omitting my more Occultic speculations.
One such, major, speculation is how Arnold Schoenberg was superstitious of the number thirteen. His avoidance of "acknowledging" the number itself is much like floors of a building left blank for use. Instead, he renames them and skips the idea deliberately.
It is an observation that his infamous Matrix for the twelve tone row is a 12x12 square. Much like the standard 12x13 magic square used in the enochoian magic system.
The magic square is a basis for some Occultic superstitions that Schoernberg observed religiously. Thus the concepts of inversion & retrograde can be mirrored by triangles for Earth of fire and fire of water in imagery linked to Schoernberg's self portrait painting he entitled South - North.
Akin to the triangles of the magical system with colors, an entirely different realm of magical system evolves in the tone row as he sets the code.
Though it may be entirely coincidental and from the original play of Woyzeck... I could not ignore the similarities. And if he took ideas from enochian magic coding concepts to impose in his music.
Thus the red moon symbolises Earth of fire where blood flows under the red moon shining. And fire of water where the spirit is drowned.

Though my book is a somewhat futile look through the composer's eyes for perspective on the Second Viennese School, it was well researched for the small nuggets of Berg's life he interjected into the work. It parallels more to Les Miserables a soldier's and citizens view of his surroundings. An opera for the soldier and commoner, yet written with demanding musical techniques for the vocalist and atonality or dissonance to the untrained ear.

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Friday, November 02, 2018

Racism in Pennsylvania

Racism runs rampant in Bucks County Pennsylvania.
There are very few people who can handle friendship & business relationships with minorities.
I was reflecting on my return here, and recent violent racist attacks. It hasn't stopped since before I was born.
This past weekend, I was again reminded why. I attended an interfaith church, with an aging congregation & predominantly white. The speaker, also Caucasian was telling them about the idea of not just having "a token" minority.
I suddenly understood my "place" in the community again. I was one of the token minorities, with my family, somewhat isolated from other minorities (let alone dual-nationals). And, it was followed up by persuasion into that I must need therapy from someone white in the community. They attacked my mindset & credibility IMMEDIATELY because I'm not white.

Yet, in this community;- I was shoved out of a faculty position by an artistic director who also is a choral coach of one of the most elite operatic choirs in New York.
Her words to me were;- we have one of you Asians. We don't need you.
This was 2002/03. From a Caucasian woman with a North American illuminati surname who was running an artistic conservatory that I helped rebuild.
Again, no written job recommendation. Nothing in writing.
So imagine the social interactions of the parents & remaining & new faculty at the school. For a pool of over 3,000 students & parents it is a largely affected place under the mindset of token minority racism.
A couple years later, my 26year old brother was killed in a horrific way near the end of the school year.

Thursday, November 01, 2018

Recipe Sweet potatos & tarragon

I made this carb loaded dish many times as it started while building a garden for a professor. It became a favorite to compliment dinner & for breakfast potatoes to reheat. The last time I cooked it was at a billionaire's estate party for a Mish mash of NYC elites.

Sweet Potato Tarragon

Ingredients-
Ratio:
2/3 Jewel yams to 1/3 russet potatoes.

Marinade:
3-6 stems of fresh Tarragon
3-6 leaves (Pineapple) Sage preferred
1-2 Basil leaves chiffonade
Rosemary to taste.
1/4- 1/2 cup Apple wine (or apple jack)
Avocado or sunflower Oil

Mix marinade ingredients in non-plastic bowl & let sit for 1hr.

Heat oven to 450F or broil.
Mix in potatoes cubed appx 1" for even cooking. Put potatoes in 2" deep or deeper pyrex glass baking dish & pour over marinade. Potatoes will be swimming. Bake or broil for 30 min. Checking on potatoes 2-3 times & turn. At 30min pour off most of excess liquid (can use for soup stock) leaving potatoes in glass pan.
Return the glass pan with potatoes to hot oven or broiler until crispy.

This is somewhat high maintenance recipe. The potatoes should be crispy on outside & sweet & softer on inside. DO NOT use acv or apple cider or apple juice as a replacement for wine or spirits. The combination of apples & potatoes causes extreme gas, & is a technique to ripen unripe fruit. Not recommended for any cooking.


Gaea's Children

Gaea's children

scales climb silent break
waters' edge and glimmer at
heaven's feet winding preludes
of echo's plunge head deep into
waters gaze upon fractured
castles built of coral reef
colored memories fate flashed
green gray silver golden apples
fled sun's heat in shallows
to blue oceanids deep

By Angela M. Kneale
1999
GreenOndine Productions

where the Elephants weep

By Angela M. Kneale
Hypertext  Experimental poetry
1999

where the Elephants weep

Rocks once
Crushed
underfoot Man

has no Trust
rolling across
the Desert like an
armadillo might.

he Tears
trees
supple young
Limbs

Droplets of water
sliding down roughed
Trunks, Disappear

at the sight of
Small shady Trees
comfort
comes

(only a mirage)
leaves
Crumble like glass made
from desert sand

Barren trees stand alone
in stark heat and
lizards sprint between
shady Rocks.

A pear tree lullaby

By Angela M. Kneale
Surreal modern sonnet
March 1999

A pear tree lullaby

tonight I dine on sleepy porridge made
to near perfection in my altered state
by candlelight I walk to microwave
and Seer my ear with (beeper beeper) plate
in hand I look at clock to see it's three
and Dew's upon the ground so scantily
like peacocks' fans my Lashes long are Free
to wander where they please and jauntingly
my porridge tumbles to the ground and Pear
tree Whispers Whispers golden fruit surrounds
those Branches of familiar loving care
to keep this time of lucid dreams abound

like green and blue of peacocks' shiny plume
this lullaby is silently attuned.

A pear tree lullaby

By Angela M. Kneale
Surreal modern sonnet
March 1999

A pear tree lullaby

tonight I dine on sleepy porridge made
to bear perfection in my altered state
by candlelight I walk to microwave
and Seer my ear with (beeper beeper) plate
In hand I look at clock to see it's three
and Dee's upon the ground so scantily
Like peacocks' fans my Lashes long are Free
to wander where they please and jauntingly
My porridge tumbles to the ground and Pear
tree Whispers Whispers golden fruit surrounds
those Branches of familiar loving care
to keep this time of lucid dreams abound

like green and blue of peacocks' shiny plume
this lullaby is silently attuned.

Saturday, September 22, 2018

Leave Hawaii;- Considerations.

Leaving Hawaii for the Fall was a decision I made, not out of convenience;-
There is a dramatic increase in crimes & violent crime all over Oahu.
There are many of us, Hawaii State Residents, Kamaaina who have parents and relatives on the mainland USA. However, when these incidents of crime occur that involve us;- the State Law does not allow (victims) to leave if the State Prosecutes a criminal. This is an unfair, Unconstitutional, practice in our eyes.

I have already lost years of my life, professional career to having to work in hospitality and remain on Oahu. I was afraid, to even go into Honolulu my last weeks in order to avoid being the target of more theft (which i also didn't report for the same reason) & random violence that has increased.

I think, in hindsight, due to the process, many people on island leave crimes unreported in order to keep the option of Leaving Hawaii state open. And, since the police make biased decisions that the crime has actually increased.

So, in leaving Hawaii;-
I learned many things from my own hypothesis.
When my plane was late & delayed by 5 hrs & also rebooked to get to the East Coast  30 hrs after arriving for Airport Checkin;-
I realized that flights out of Hawaii originate from many areas Japan, Alaska, California that may be affected by natural disaster (due to increased earthquake & volcano activity). So, the increased earth activity will also impede any type of evacuation of Hawaii.
The number I heard in June was that 9 people  (permanent residents) leave Hawaii a day.
Also, I booked a flight in between 2 hurricanes. So even our very foggy landing in Boston was approached again.

I left Hawaii with very inconvenient circumstances that don't allow me to settle on East Coast now at a level where I can have respect. So, I have tried to do my best here. I'm praying alot and asking for a path so I can move forward. I decided I need to move to a place where I can use public transportation too. I don't have any understanding partner who can assist me so I am very grateful for the financial support of my friends.

Monday, September 17, 2018

1st week back on East Coast 9/2018

This morning, my first week in Massachusetts after leaving Hawaii State, I am feeling the push of the American Economy. It's like a disgruntled economy willing to help those only from nations that do not challenge the American Economy;- AKA Japan is too high on the Economic Roster.
The USA, still, after 9 years with Clinton Boys pushing me into poverty by their direct presence, coupled with the PA Cabal's following slaughtering my siblings & attacking me... is leaving me jobless and more disparaged as a  Japanese-American born female with a college degree.
The Latino & African American & SE Asian crowds have pushed their human trafficking and prostitution ideas of employment on me. They are largely sex traffickers coupled with a White Privileged crowd who largely cannot & would not be at all respectful of me as Japanese-American and reasonably afford me time & pay to maintain my relationship with my relatives in Japan. The USA freedom" is entirely a farce to me at this point in my life.
I'm realizing that after being forced to "cool off" and "sort through the Hawaii riff Raff" for appx. 8 yrs. unwillfully.

Despite being here for one week and doing a short resume drop over the past 4 days;- I'm waking up with my precognition filled with condescending views of my Japanese-American heritage in yet another American neighborhood filled with DOD & Military related views of harming me & bulldozing me on every level.
After 22 long years of being held hostage by the United States & in rough shape;-
I'm not at all enthusiastic as I was a week ago.
Especially having to apply for manual labor waitress jobs after representing the USA at Asia Pacific Economic Cooperation in 2011 for the international symposium.

I also tried to explain to someone the legalities of Japan which affect my status with my family that the USA has interferred with with full intention of harming the quality of my life since I was a child.
Week one is nearly here at 1:30AM Tuesday morning & I have lost ALL confidence in this trip already. It has been at great personal expense that I have tolerated & afforded the bulldozing by USA from multiple states and levels of its society. And, that being born a dual citizen;- the USA has violated most of my basic rights and should be challenged under ICJ or UNI due to not only gross negligence, but with full intent to murder me and my siblings who are extended family of a Japanese Infrastructure & Security relation.


Monday, June 18, 2018

My Martial arts reflection

Today, I retaliated against my boredom & started dusting off my Hawaiian yoga mat. Out of shape even after taking Mark Divine's course last year. After 20yrs...I did some basics for some of my prior Senseis &  Professors 80 crunches with toe touch to partial roll, about 80-90 Foot sweeps making marks in sand & water in the surf.
I tried the shrimpie exercises in the relatively still ocean, hands behavior behind back & ankles locked 3x  to shore from 15-20" out. It was interesting to watch my breath control, and make a serious adjustment. Then treaded water for 25min -- I should have a weight for this.
After 20yrs of intermittent martial arts & street defense seminars, I only have left 1 dirty white belt & an Israeli Krav 1 diploma somehow with E. Yanilov's  signature on it. and a Kajukembo Yellow belt issued at the Founder's funeral, and an Orange belt in Kempo from Allemany's line. Pretty pathetic since I'm a female & part Japanese.

Oh well, I'm not much of a fighter anyway & prone to non-violent literature and past actions involving me getting pinned under a car. Or wearing an ice vest in a Mylar Fish costume in 90 degree weather to protest Bass Masters.
20 years---

Saturday, June 16, 2018

Perspective in evening

God gave the Humans the Earth to live on. Somehow, despite the Grand design, the Humans managed to shorten the viability of the Planet sphere.
The Bible says God spoke to Adam & Eve and said, I give you a planet to live on.
That just doesn't too often in the history of the human species.

Not long afterwards, God returned to the Earth & asked the humans why they did what they did to destroy the Earth.
The humans asked for God's forgiveness and a new planet.
The End.

Gaslighting & MK Healing

I think the most difficult thing in trying to heal from Occultic Abuse & MK protocols is keeping my finances in reasonable status. I grew up in the countryside of Bucks County only about 1mile from the Rosacrucians Ceremonial Grounds & at the home of my late Great- Grandmother. The troughs & wells of traumatic memories do bring me into a downward spiral. I don't want to interact with others, I feel very underprivileged in life when I revisit the trauma. And then, my reputation at this point in my 40+yes of life has virtually been destroyed by the last handler & attempts on my life here in Hawaii.
Normal people just don't know how much sheer abuse it is to go through. Plus, there are an excessive amount of perps on the island. So the gaslighting that is predominant by the handler's & perps is magnified. My parent's actually seemed to get an energy rush for as long as I can remember from gaslighting me. Before I learned the term gaslighting, I used to tell people my parents lie to me about my own life. My mother used to tell me "they" told her what to say. Gaslighting that I was bad as a toddler deserving 50+ lashes from my father's 3" thick leather belt seemed to make him happy. Gaslighting that I didn't graduate from College, when my diploma was present & I was permitted to walk twice since I did an extra environmental organizing program at a different University & would have missed the friends I made in my planned graduating class.
My father didn't like me online & used gaslighting on me as I sat in the office at the house working on an accelerated Masters degree after I worked for IT entrepreneur Fred Gross at his home office on his 3rd IT startup and who created PeopleSoft.
My parents have been detrimental to my progress in life. They have stated they want me to lie for them like a reasonable person if I am to have anything. Their gaslighting and abuse has also resulted in my parents stealing an over $40k piano library I had expected to keep throughout my life, among many other things I worked and paid for. And, their insanity they impress on me has financially been detrimental.
I don't need to say my to MK  survivors who understand the sheer greed many parents have from putting their kids through MK protocols. It seems to be a common thread that parents somehow made financial gains by abusing their children for the program and we survivors and children of these lunatics are left without much to cope with in life.
In some sense our parents are victims of the program, however;- in attempting to recover from MK programs, it is a very Rocky road financially. To see who people are, to identify their addiction to less attractive & violent tendencies. The abuses I mentioned are just a couple of the daily ritual abuse I anticipated each day. No, hitting a toddler daughter with a belt till she blacks out is not a hand. Yet the abuse was relentless.
They don't love me, they never have loved me. And I hate to say this but there is no such thing as "tough love". There is no payment, there is no financial glory for the victim of MK. There is only trying to put an end to these programs. It included especially my 1st piano teacher in Quakertown who told my mother about veganism & keeping my brain functioning cleanly and to abuse me like Beethoven to be more successful with my life.  I do mean this program ran the course of my life in public and including the schools & churches. The teachers beat me in elementary school with paddles that were 3-5'long with holes for bad handwriting and threatened to beat my hands with rulers till they were red. They called me derogatory names in front of the class, they told me I'd go to hell at church and attempted to murder me at church, in earshot of my brother who they physically tortured. All the other children saw this as acceptable and participated in the group abuse. Noone ever stood up for me in my life. Noone.

The neighbors I had were an Irish national & English national couple, Rosacrucians family relatives, crazed right wing godparents who shot my cat. I mean really rotten people since I'm Japanese. They really lividly hate Japan and mocked my mother in my presence. Nothing was sacred. Nothing.
My mom's Atlantic City friends insisted on touching me and I refused, she told me I'd get extra beatings if I didn't comply. So, the daily abuse was not chemically induced. I remember much of it clearly.
My parents & their community have never treated me like a thinking, intelligent, human being. They simply pummeled me with gaslighting perceptions my entire life. Never arranged graduation parties or birthday parties and tried to force friendships on me with kids of parents they we're friends with-- probably from the program since I never saw these people together elsewhere, or at church, etc.

People don't have sympathy for people like me. Especially since my mom's family is abroad. I was brought up to be bait and attract the scourge of the Earth since I don't have a family or relationships with others that are friendships.

All of my friends in college backed away when they learned my partner of 9yrs who graciously stuck with me after I was drugged and gang raped by coworkers at a potluck;- that I had basically been adopted by the real NY Underground who owned cops in NYC and were connected to the Clinton Boys of major funding supporters. I was never permitted to keep my money I made from jobs/work to pay my bills. He controlled everything and I was to give him cash after cashing checks immediately. Any money I made with him on jobs with his company in Landscape architecture was controlled by him & his mother. When I finally had the guts to leave him, I was penniless.
I thought I had escaped though. I was wrong. I don't have much to look forward too, and my parents have no remorse for harming me. They revert to new forms of gaslighting & abuse when I'm around that have more recent years involved a gun. So, they are not reasonable people with me.
I know this diminished my financial health so badly, I'm not sure how to continue to live these days.
Hawaii is full of new Asian program refuse that enjoys being posited in handlers' positions. They see the money & benefits of being sex workers in part as unimpeded success. So the perpetrators, Gangstalking programs, pimps, DeepState law enforcement participation, judges, use of illegal Psychotronic weapons and more have been relentless here in Honolulu County.
I'd like to conclude this with some reasonable way to financially hold together while trying to heal. It's been 2years for me and I have little to show for the healing I've done, except that I am alive.
I don't have a partner out here in Hawaii. Noone is trustworthy in that sense since they plug the sex trade out here, plus they gaslight or bring perps into my space who gaslight. Difficult to heal with continued intruders.  Even the healing group was perped by the CIA and one foreign woman moved into a CIA owned home.

So, being outdoors has been the only way to get some peace (discounting the remote Entrainment I was trained to be aware of). HAWAII'S been awful, so instead of working at some hostess bar or strip club that won't allow me to heal;-
I've been at the bottom picking up randomly dropped gift cards to get a meal. Literally, I pray alot. And there isn't much to look forward too.

What has changed is that I can keep the MK trauma monkey mind under control a little better & let those thoughts float by with mindful acknowledgement. It does entail I take time away from the bad environments where money is a fast solution. I got here due to Entrapment. So, I have poverty or abuse to choose from.
The men that come my way normally aren't "rescuer" types. They aren't the type to include me in a social group to get connected with others & make friendships either. So, it has been a really lonely 8 years.

Friday, June 15, 2018

Hawaii State intended to harm me.

The flagrant abuse or torture of my family in the USA has been an issue for my Japanese National relatives in Japan for quute some time. Hawaii has many Japanese who like to harm me & claim that the Steel industry of Japan  had nothing to do with Hiroshima & Nagasaki being bombed. They basically try to  add harm & give depth to the USA attacks that they approve of by their outright acts of sexual harassment, community abuse & other instances against me. This is despite my Aunt who uses our abuse & deaths as her neices and nephew as justification of being anti-USA. 
This example which is sadly very real has torn me apart to no end over the past few years. I tried to contain it, however the huge disgrace Hawaii has caused internationally is not my choice and is not in my ability to fight alone. Regardless of my family's international relations.
So to be fair, and before I am forced suicided by anyone in Hawaii I am posting this traumatic story.

I had no choice but to file a Human Rights Complaint to leave a minor paper trail to denote the death threats from two millionaires of 4 different agents directed at me at the time. The collective actions of
Hawaii State & it's security/law enforcement, Liquor Commission, & Korean Israeli business woman had crossed way beyond a simple minor violation of my human rights. They not only threatened my life, but coerced & paid for the abortion of a child I was carrying near the 12th week.
It was not only painful, but I was also further abused.
The Human Rights commission in Honolulu switched investigators, never really interviewed me either and I assumed took a payoff from those being directly investigated.
This did involve:- A male Hawaii Business owner and ATF/HPD agent who later claimed he was looking for a big drug dealer in NY. This had Nothing to do with me, especially since I had left NY State 4years before my encounter with this HPD Nacotics agent. Also, a female Korean- Israeli Strip Club and Church owner who was known to run a full sting operation at her club. And outside, a male former personal assistant to Johnny Depp as well as another ex Federal agent of some branch I cannot mention.
The other male apparently had gone to rehab and reappeared months later giving a spoken visual facial recognition tour of Honolulu to some MS-13 looking tattooed friend of his from the rehab.

Thursday, June 14, 2018

AMK projects

Some catch phrases & odds & ends
I remember...from my upbringing.

"Bring it back."
I was able to integrate, at least for a short time, my memory of being in quantum body conciousness & returning to human body conciousness.  Also, I was able to retain some instructions given to me under programming)handler command from my subconcious to my concious state of being. This eventually was called defiance disorder by Dr. Joel Elkes of John Hopkins since i frequently would not act upon their instruction.
Part of my upbringing was overall different than other MK Ultra victims. I am conciously aware of the female presence of handler NOT installing Marionette altar and being quite specific that I was not to be a puppet. I was taken aside & this was explained to me. Additionally, I was able to sometimes use chi in my bedroom to move objects to me. Though I actually perceived it as extending my reach with my photonic energy to grasp an object as heavy as a book. This eventually went away.
The Psychotronic induced/entrained skill sets were how I "safely" worked out my quantum perception.
The ritual physical abuse I had daily was something that I learned to be non-reactive to. It had become a routine part of my day at varying degrees. & From different people.
It was physical abuse to the point of blackout or sometimes till I learned to stop crying. After years of this I understood crying or emotional reaction to the beatings only prolonged the abuse. So it was my fault if I cried.
Some resemble what Mossad deemed as so called illegal & I experienced as an adult in Hawaii from a Krav Maga Instrructor who is also a Ninjitsu instructor. Basically severe rocking of my neck by hair jerking & being dragged down stairs by my hair, or as in Hawaii having my head beaten into a truck seat.
My parents mentioned that it was to bring me up in the harshest environment possible. That they somewhat agreed with the  experience is the only way to create a survival instinct. This obviously spills into becoming a precog or having precognative abilities develop.
As a child I was also given the reasoning as to why they did what they did to me. I didn't sleep at my parents house many nights either. I was woken up late at night and had a small suitcase packed to take with me. I only remember being dropped off at my neighbor's home, where the Grandson of Rosacrucianer AMORC Clymer now resides. The reason was because my mom was hospitalized & my dad worked night shift since he sold his printing business when my mother was diagnosed with "terminal" cancer, though she was tortured and misdiagnosed & probably experimented on due to location of her scars & her behavior:- now that I am aware of this CIA/USAF type illegal MK program. Dr. Mangan was the only doctor's name I heard during that time and my father told me he was instructed to tell me my mother had already died, before slamming a door in my face and leaving me to myself. My brother was still a toddler, so I was 6-7yrs old.

Later in elementary school my parents explained to me through story about my name. That they were given my initials & my mother was upset she was not allowed to give me a Japanese name. And, they told me Noone would help me & It was to defer any special privledge. So instead we were set up by USAF/CIA for illegal mind control experimentation & execution, as my older sister before me was murdered at the Quakertown Hospital  & buried in Valley Forge in 1970's before my birth. My brother sustained several injuries & attempts on his life for the 26 years he was alive, the earliest leg cast he had was at age 3. None of these people in my community have ever had any regard for my well being too much, especially not how I feel and if I'm happy. They have always talked to me as a "mud" which is racially derogatory as much as their hatred of Japan.

"Communicate without communicating" was a common theme. So was my father attempting to empower me with a photographic memory with number sets. I used to flagrantly fail at some tasks just because I had no other control in my life. I had a regular schedule & had to staand up for & defend my brother at the babysitter's because she hated us quite livid, but liked getting paid. She was quite racist & abusive to both of us. I had become suicidal by age 10 and my mom explained that if I couldn't take the abuse I shouldn't complain & kill myself since I also served my Emporer in Japan. I was aware of my duty as a family member & Umare no nihonjin at a young age 4.
I deliberated my suicide with the large vegetable knife while sitting on the daybed my Obasan & Ogesan used when they had visited us in Bucks County. So, I basically took alot of beatings from the various adults I & my brother encountered so much that I decided I could only continue my young life if it meant my brother would not have such punishment. So, for him, I didn't seppuka at age 10. He was the only happy soul in my family.
At age 7 I tried to make my parents get a divorce just to cut my punishments in half. I thought my mom would have had a better chance finding someone or return to Japan if my parents got divorced. So, in some sense, I quadrupled my punishment & my mom's wrath.
My father, at Dr. Mangan's instruction, told me she had died so I didn't recognize her when she returned from the hospital. She had gone through chemo & other strange operations that made her unable to stand up well. So, in bad form as a kid I told her she wasn't my mom. She was enraged. And, the punishments against me only worsened as I was perceived to be an unappreciative child. It wasn't until my brother's death that I shared what my father said to me when she was at the hospital. I don't think she had Naturalized to the USA at that point. Me, my brother, And my mom were all Japanese citizens and prevented from communicating in our Japanese Language. They even came into my bedroom one day and took my Japanese story books away that I loved. I liked the story of two men with the bumps on their faces. And the coy with three wishes.
But they replaced these stories with American stories. "Could be worse" was the book I got to justify the bad treatment from everyone.
There were no kids my age either. Not near where I lived. So I was quite isolated from a normal USA upbringing.

Entrainment dream Multiverse

I woke all cramped & grateful for my natural Hawaii surroundings.
The dream last night to this morning was so vivid & militant I could only guess it was entrainment from some of 5 nearby radio towers (within a block) or some fragment of Earth's future.
One I was inside a barn inside a school bus like vehicle (I sketched out and isn't a school bus. It's an observation room with a partial horizontal sized window of thick glass) the barn had em from the exterior. It seems so dark that it could be an empty mineshaft large enough to hold 80 or so people who were killed with this EM., we were being followed, tracked by drones.
They found us, they being cyborg human soldiers & their remote ai drone mechanisms. I had just gotten on the bus and was looking at the people surrounding us. Then, in a short instance a white light like wave hit them. I quantum to witness the wave movement & behavior. It was a wave that didn't behave normally and was quite sensitive to bend at each human in location like individual warps forming. I witnessed the wave form's movement through the crowd of unsuspecting humans. There was no frequency of anger or being hunted to pull  from for the trained precog. There was simply a breach of locaTion and then total EW infiltration.
And just as we were pulling away from the parking spot inside the barn. I think I witnessed 50+ humans who got killed by this pulse after the makeshift compound was compromised.
They kill relentlessly.
Hundreds & thousands of people this way.
In between segway, I saw my mom & my dad. My mom insisted on being outside working with her plants. I asked my dad if she is aware of the damage these new enemies can do. The enemies can arrive at any time & seem to kill indiscriminately.

In a secondary dream, later date? I was at a military compound where sheets of iron had been made. A driver/soldier made a large armored transport. It was at least a train car long. I was standing on sheets of oxidized iron held together by thick, riveted 3" iron seams. The armored train was covered in a similar fashion without windows, which I was excited about when shown the work.
In hindsight, My excited state disturbed the EW/EM plane.
I went aboard the transporter. I was told this one compartment is most important;- A Refrigeration unit compartment, covered in sheet iron over the door & interior. Only a stainless freezer locker handle indicated what is there. Uses for the cold transport: body cooler to evade EM thermal & for body parts & for the injured.
I then took my seat behind the driver. I looked at him and as we were about to leave, a sound of a ricochet bullet hit him. Still in Entrainment mode, I realized they accessed my eyesight to gain his location coordinate. I felt betrayed by myself and the dream ended.

Monday, June 11, 2018

Hawaii is end

It is sad.
My family in Japan is part of Zaibatsu.
Yet Americans extort, Rob, file lawsuits & made my life unbearable trying to extract Japan's wealth.
This is why USA illuminati is my enemy, why Rosacrucians are my enemy, even Boule is likey to be my enemy here in the United States.
They make threats every time I have attempted a lucrative position.

Yet I still am expected to answer their dullard question about whether or not I speak Japanese? How many of them speak Japanese? How am I expected to keep my original language when surrounded by I'll educated American business workers in retail industries & employees with limited scope?
It's been a life of torture from these people.
The ghosts & flies have a better understanding of energy.

Sunday, May 27, 2018

Hawaii Is Too Small to be Social

Hawaii is too small to be social (for me)
Men here assume too much & the beach & wait staff clothes are not making enough of an impact. Plus it's a far cry from NYC. AND, I've been (gang) stalked out of housing for the past 4 years so I float around the island hoping things improve.

There is a good about telling a guy to get lost here. They approach & usually want sex. It doesn't matter if I'm offering, interested or not. 2 nights ago a white guy executive manager for hotel chain approached me as I was about to shower the sand off from my Memorial day weekend. Literally, I took a look at him, clean cut white privilege, nice watch & clean fresh clothes. We went to a bar and he bought a round of drinks. Then walked back to the beach I was leaving to watch fireworks. We got along conversationally well enough to have a conversation for about an hour or so.

Then lured to take a night drive up Tantalus, he had to stop at his place to pick up a bottle of aguarde.

So, I left my things except my phone & chapstick in the vehicle. & Followed inside & conversed for another hour over some shots.

I really would have preferred to have gotten to know him & left out the sex, but we are in Hawaii & the men are demanding.

He didn't want to spend money on me, taking me out… maybe it's the economy.

Or the hint at a cup of morning coffee.

So, he dropped me off in the morning & headed to join his friends. Aside from a duplicate verbal invite to the dojo he belongs to;- it's a dead end. No socializing, no friendship, no help & definately no money. Just sex.

At 43 for me, this is old news and very disappointing repeat of what the Hawaiian paradise has to offer me. The next day I spent at the beach.

He said his last digit is 9. So if he's 79’ it's bad. 89’ better.west group vs east group kua Feng shui.

I crashed out in my car & on a lunchtime shady nap someone knocked on my window. Another guy with 2 dogs.

So he asked me why I was in my car at 2-3pm. & We chatted a bit. Coincidentally he was persistent texting me & we coincided to walk his dogs & head to a pub for a last call pitcher. We then took a nice walk to the jetty & back. No hook up, he is a good listener. This afternoon after I took a beach walk & nearly got a sprained ankle from the sidewalk & broken slippers...I returned to my vehicle with a banana hanging off the rearview. I guess that was it...it screamed white boy all over it. I being “yellow on the outside white on the inside” rearview ..was a little psychologically creeping me out. Then another brown gent asking to trade coke for weed approached my car. I decided to leave.

Thursday, May 17, 2018

Conspiracy I am targeted in Hawaii

Most of my time in Hawaii has been consensual only due to extreme diress. And they changed laws to make severe contractors a "weapon". Hawaii state Oahu has been using me to make a political statement to the international world.

Also, Shane Kai Li an IMDB & internationally know  martial arts choreographer & world champion associated with Mossad. He & his cousins, like many singing families in Hawaii attribute Bing Crosby to their associations in USA music & belittle everyone else.

He had spread a rumor to make a mockery of me & my USA DIY lifestyle;- that I am the great-grand daughter of Princess Grace Kelly of Monaco, under the supposition that my great grandmother's identity was concealed in the USA. I believe it was due to my close proximity of the Rosacrucians. It is a fact that my Great-grandmother Eva Kelly was from Ohio & a singer, voice teacher, & pre-madonna in Philadelphia at the same time and died approximately the same time as the Princess. However, my great-grandmother married my grandfather Kneale who installed the new sound revolution in silent movie theaters & had been US Navy & commended in memory by the late President John F. Kennedy. After my grandfather's passing it came forth that she had a "lover" everyone called Rice.
And so to make a mockery of me in Hawaii state after Shane Kai Li's knowledge of my brother's untimely death at age 26. This is aside from my actuality of being born a dual national of Japan & the granddaughter of a "govenor like" grandfather & the niece of a now retired Japanese infrastructure & steel executive.
My grandmother in Japan is a known National Artist first as a woman, in the likes of Basho, as a Haiku poet.

Tuesday, May 15, 2018

Retaliation by HPD in addition to driving me into destitute.

In addition to many other violations of my free will. I have not made a formal complaint to the HPD head as they have a history of harassment & poor conduct, as well as retaliate against women. However, they are retaliating anyway due to the changes on Oahu, past friendships, & damage done to my livelihood & career & social life from some of their relationships.
They have been bulldozing me with their new state system since the department changed it's leadership. And, I have recently just seen the tip of the iceberg in retaliation while someone else is demanding their record be cleared of ANY court matters that passed. This is current & of this past month and a half. I am writing since I am fearing for my life at this point. I am also unwilling to work in their industry they had pushed me into & kept me in due to insurmountable cost of damages on a regular basis to my body, person, and any belongings and or rental issues, which does not exclude the Trainer which one PD referred to as a pimp nearly 7 years ago. This is real, and should anything more adverse happen to me due to some respect if any left for Japan-USA security agreement & or Export Import politics; this last part lies in the hand of the State of Hawaii by the United States for attempted murder of me, especially after learning I attended APEC 2011. They are proud to harm me, I have no doubt NOT to put trust in those people who have resided in this state for decades.

Two examples of minor police harassment are as follows;-
To sue Hawaii State for police harassment on 2 occasions when I had a temporary restraining order to serve and they ignored the TRO ansd conversely
Harassed me for NOT driving  a parked & not removed from the owners possession vehicle in a Grand theft auto charge made by the TRO recipient, a male. His vehicle was parked at his home that we shared. 

The 2nd at a later date after a landlord had sexually harassed, coerced, & threatened me if I tried to leave & also stole some of my valuables in addition to attempting to keep my other posessions.

Friday, May 11, 2018

Targeted Individual "draft' "Taken" from Vacation.

If I live long enough as I am still being Gangstalked & harassed as a targeted individual....Living through physical harm, repeated attempts on my life & undue diress as well as financial harm & international.political humiliation & public torture.
This situation has caused me to have need for 24/7 security should I attempted to return to normal life in New York & Pennsylvania. It is not possible for me to afford after I have been forced into destitute & continue to be targeted by the involved parties in Honolulu County; however diverse the gangstalkers have become due to changing circumstances & the rise of USA interest in MMA fighting & contractor killer careers and attempts to assassinate me.
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Plaintiff: Angela Kneale
vs.
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Hawaii State, it's agents, officer, judges and directors as well as residents, commissions, agencies have caused intentional harm and undue diress to my personal well being. Some people have speculated &  believe this may be due to 'misunderstandings of' the following:
' https://reason.com/reasontv/2013/08/01/hawaiis-rail-boondoggle '

2.  my Attendance at APEC 2011 for Shipping related issues, my private consulting, & JPN linked EXIM politics.
' https://reason.com/reasontv/2013/08/01/hawaiis-rail-boondoggle '
I am the niece of a retired Japanese National Infrastructure executive. I personally believe the attacks on my person are meant to harm Japan-USA security Agreement that was re-written since my brother's unnatural death. Due to other people with High profile political relatives in an international group of Americans & US Citizens called Targeted Individuals.
' http://www.targeted-individuals.com/#/psyops-the-dark-arts/4590319320 '

3. Past issues with a Military Combatives, Navy Seal,  & MMA  trainer who has students in the Mililani Area of Honolulu County who have reached international fame in MMA

The harm caused to me by Hawaii state may not be limited to government, Honolulu County judges, employees, subcontractors or contractors and those in their employ in what is collctively known as Gangstalking. This may include other parties making decisions regarding Honolulu's rail transit project and/or shipping industry employees or Private investigators.  The Cause seems to be for intended harm &/or misperception of my intention to vacation in Hawaii that was disrupted.

This writing &  publication which is a draft of my, Angela Kneale's, a basic perception of what has transpired since I first arrived on Oahu for a one month vacation and February 2009. This is my perception from 1st contact with a person who serve & serves as a military combatives & MMA trainer: who resided in Mililani Town at the time 2009 forward.
I'm speaking as a woman who was also trafficked, as defined by Honolulu Liquor Commission employees who did not allow use of phone by a trafficked individual as a starting point for accusing women of prostitution, off her vacation. So many threats & stalking from Honolulu Liquor Commission themselves outside establishment & formal office & their licensed establishments.
Part of how they were so successful;-
Is due to the handler or the abductor being a community figure who people look up to including;- children, their parents, & other respected people in the community. In my situation it included law enforcement, since this person is a high level martial arts trainer and is known in both the intrrnational sports arena of MMA mixed martial arts as well as the underground illegal & pride fight rings.
So despite there being an understanding of my intentions to vacation in Hawaii state, my free will was compromised from time arrived at HNL forward.
of school I am and my family background at a high political level internationally. Many of those nuance is that are important to the world of politic were ignored at a very basic level in my surrounding when I came to Hawaii for vacation.
In other words because of the high level trainer contacting me and making his self visible  scene with me and public others became jealous and those others were not of the same caliber of Plata call understanding. Many of them or normal people who were seeking favor with this particular trainer.
He also was teaching several military intel,  Navy SEAL, and contract killer types of men when I came to Oahu in 2009. So these men did not speak with me about who I am directly. Rather they addressed the trainer about who they perceived me to be and what they thought should be done with me. This is despite my being in a so called martial arts class with them. Though the trainer occasionally reminded them, his students, that I was none of those people or in the professions that they tested and where fantasizing I was in. This had severe adverse impact on not only my emotional well-being but also started to create a bad energy in the community that I was forced into.
When I arrived in Oahu I was 35 years old and I had built a company with my ex partner over a course of 9 years which was back in New York. I also had directly worked for one Fred Gross as he mentored me at his home with his wife, and a child and his AA which I had kept private for nearly a decade.
The people here in Honolulu County surrounding this particular trainer did not ever ask me about my prior history in life. They only asked whether I went to any local Honolulu County high school or not. They did not care about anything further or if I was even from Hawaii as if the trainer was speaking for me on all matters of my life. He is a famous martial arts coach so most people seemed enthralled to speak with him directly, thus overshadowing any pleas for help I had. This included the Honolulu Police officers who I called .
that I had they did not care to ask to my family is they did not care to ask any personal details of me other than which High School on the island I might have attended. So I was quite dumb founded to be honest to answer such a nanny not type of question as far as I was concerned. This put a big buffer emotionally between me and the community around me. Since these people put this wall up I assume they cited with the trainer and I was not looking for more abuse so I found it easier to remain silent in most cases.. It took me some time to learn that when I refused request by the trainer specifically that one of his disciples or students would hurt me for him.
And, I was hurt numerous times. The worst being when I was punched in the kidney by a large Navy SEAL who was 250 lb. & I was laid- up for approximately 5 days. The trainer had carried me out of his dojo and to the room I had been told to rent from his friend. It was a house with 3 military men at the location. He dropped me off at my roomam enclosef Lanai, with an uncomfortable futon I had Been forced to purchase. He did not check on me for 5 days. I was still in pain after 5 days and so he took me to a chiropractor and fellow Hawaiian and martial artist to attend to my back injury. He also wrote a note to the strip club where I was employed to make up for the mist days since I was not able to communicate. And the money I made went majority to his expenses as the money was cash and was easy for him to dismiss as non existence which is of course a complete lie. I was also stalked because I did not have a vehicle. The worst incident of two ways wear a very large man got on the bus that I had to take each day and tried to tackle me in the middle of an intersection in Mililani town next to where the bus dropped me off I was literally running for my life I had called the cop the Honolulu Police Department as well as their care advocate by May 2009 in order to try and put an end to this however they refused any assistant because of their friendship with the trainer. I had breeze counseling session with the CA re advocate. Also the sum of my better clothing was taken from me in this time and the trainer insist that I trained with him been that I only wear black pants and a red shirt. So for this time I only had black pants and red shirt aside from any remaining clothing I had from my arrival in Honolulu. Though again back to the strip club where I was employed it was a clean and professional entertainment environment. However I was separated from the other people at work actively by the owner who knew this trainer which is why he employed me at age 35. I did not know the reputation of this trainer claim to at the time be a federal agent which he said to me only twice that I had known him in those first 3 years I was stuck on the island. And the money I made should have easily covered some of my bills on the mainland such on my office in Ithaca New York where the rent was low but I was not permitted to keep my money and pay anything so that I would not lose what I had worked for at home in Pennsylvania as well as New York. The trainer as well as the law enforcement here in Mililani town as well as Honolulu seem to be quite amused with the sexual abuse and sexism and as I speak now at 11:13 p.m. Hawaiian time a Honolulu Police Department vehicle just passed by me.
These men & now women I do not know their exact ages but seemed to be between the ages of 16 and 56yrs old. It may include minors from the Mililani dojo associations who I had seen trying to break into the apartment realtor box I kept on the door.
He threatened to murder me when he told me he would drop me out of a helicopter to the sharks on multiple occasions. He claimed to be employed as a helicopter pilot & first responder. He also poisoned my coffee with rat poison as I had coags & my stomach felt torn up from 1sip of coffee. He also had me bring food to him in the dojo at his parents home & threatened to punch me in the face each time by stopping his fist at the tip of my nose each time. I did not feel he had any particular care for me & I was
So, I was forced to grin and bear it for many years and kept surviving despite the criminal actions against my life. To keep my person/body secure on Oahu. This includes court abuse by the trainer and  includes his attempt to sue the domestic violence attorney I had for her name change due to marriage, after securing her law degree and also trying to harm other women financially for his personal gain who were married to his students. This went on for some time before the United States Army stepped in to do a military intelligence investigation. One young woman one young married woman who I meant called her family and they feared for her life with this trainers story and her husband's involvement.
These people here in Hawaii in the neighborhood of where the DoJo's are in Mililani and the Mililani Town Association affiliation to their resident using their recreation facilities for training in martial arts seem to support this type of treatment to women and not ask where I came from or who I am and attempted to silent me by excluding me as an outsider so that I would have no way to leave this situation. Additionally the Mililani town Association was very aware of this instructor in the community as he also was a boy Scout leader as a prior Eagle Scout his self and also a night at the through the Catholic Church and a ninja to master with over 30 black belt in addition to his Grandmaster titles in a half dozen martial art. Mililani town Association apparently had been excessively vining he and his family for building maintenance in fractions some of which were as simple as grass growing by the sidewalk near the street. It appeared to me that it was possibly a way for them to Launder money from trafficking individuals. I hot wind of the deli find the Mililani town Association was billing to the instructors the trainers family home and trafficking money. Years later when there was military intervention with this particular trainer in a military intelligent investigation, be Hawaii court honored my request for a temporary restraining order until be hearing for a more permanent temporary restraining order TRO. However, in court I was told I had to sign and agreement that he the trainer and his attorney constructed without debate which I feel is also illegal unconstitutional and this person inside that it was an agreement to try and kick me out of Hawaii State at the time we were
I have lost everything I worked for on the mainland as well as my personal and professional reputation. Space this is import due to the auction and ignorance and intentional harm committed buy Hawaii state employees, contracted companies and their employees, federal employees, employees of the Department of Education, paramedic services, parties who appalled the Mililani town Association as well as the Mililani town Association and their properties.
This is a draft of my perception is as things transpired from my arrival for the first time in my life at Honolulu International Airport on February 1st, 2009. This Contract killer trainer & MMA coach also made contact with me  initially through a website called Hapa.com was invited to join the website forum by an invitation sent to my YouTube channel in January 2009. This is a tactic known as Gangstalking,  where the sum of actions and to a crime while the smaller actions are ignored. I Believe that someone had the record to see who was flying to Hawaii Honolulu International Airport when I was contacted. The trainer I am speaking of also was part of Obama's Secret Service team in Hawaii, and attended the same high school in Honolulu to the best of my knowledge. I do not know how many people were involved in this destruction of my life but it was apparently part of their plan as and information warfare campaign on behalf of the Chinese government and or then president Obama, to harm United States protocol asset who had multi levels of security as as well as directly trying to harm military operations regarding China's military and putting my life further at risk by exposing me directly to adverse political actors against Japan.

Targeted Individual "draft' "Taken" from Vacation.

If I live long enough as I am still being Gangstalked & harassed as a targeted individual....Living through physical harm, repeated attempts on my life & undue diress as well as financial harm & international.political humiliation & public torture.

Plaintiff: Angela Kneale
vs.

Hawaii State, it's agents, officer, judges and directors as well as residents, commissions, agencies have caused intentional harm and undue diress to my personal well being. I believe this is in part due to the Rail Deal as well as my Attendance at APEC 2011 for Shipping related EXIM politics.
The harm caused to me by Hawaii state may not be limited to government employees, subcontractors or contractors and those in their employees. This may include other parties making decisions regarding Honolulu's rail transit project and/or shipping industry employees whether for intended harm or misperception of my intention in vacationing in Hawaii that was disrupted.

this writing &  publication which is a draft of my, Angela Kneale's, a basic perception of what has transpired since I first arrived on Oahu for a one month vacation and February 2009. This is my perception from 1st contact with military & MMA trainer who resided in Mililani Town at the time.
I'm speaking as a woman who was also trafficked off her vacation. Part of how they were so successful
Is due to the handler or the abducted being a community figure that people look up to including children their parents and other respected people in the community. In my case it included law enforcement since this person is a high level martial arts trainer and is known in both D sports arena of MMA mixed martial arts as well as the underground and pride fight rings.
So despite they're being an understanding of school I am and my family background at a high political level internationally. Many of those nuance is that are important to the world of politic were ignored at a very basic level in my surrounding when I came to Hawaii for vacation.
In other words because of the high level trainer contacting me and making his self visible Lee scene with me and public others became jealous and those others were not of the same caliber of Plata call understanding. Many of them or normal people who were seeking favor with this particular trainer.

He also was teaching several military intelligence and Navy SEAL and contract killer type of men when I came to Oahu in 2009. So these men did not speak with me about two I am directly rather they dress just did with the trainer about who they thought I am and what they thought should be done with me. This is despite my being in class with them and his the trainer that is occasionally reminding them that I was none of those people or in the professions that they tested and where fantasizing I was in. This had severe adverse impact on not only my emotional well-being but also started to create a bad energy in the community that I was forced into.
When I arrived in Oahu I was 35 years old and I had built a company with my ex partner over a course of 9 years which was back in New York. The people here surrounding this particular trainer did not ever ask me about my prior history in life they simply asked whether I went to high school or not on this island they did not care about any education that I had they did not care to ask to my family is they did not care to ask any personal details of me other than which High School on the island I might have attended. So I was quite dumb founded to be honest to answer such a nanny not type of question as far as I was concerned. This put a big buffer emotionally between me and the community around me. Since these people put this wall up I assume they cited with the trainer and I was not looking for more abuse so I found it easier to remain silent in most cases.. It took me some time to learn that when I refused request by the trainer specifically that one of his disciples or students would hurt me for him. And I was hurt numerous times the worst being where I was punched in the kidney buy a Ledge Navy SEAL who was 250 lb and I was laid up for approximately 5 days. The trainer had carried me out of his dojo and to the room I had been told to rent from his friend who also house 5 for other military men at the location he dropped me off at my room with an uncomfortable futon I had and did not check on me for 5 days I was still in pain after 5 days and so he took me to a chiropractor and fellow Hawaiian and martial artist to attend to my injury he also wrote a note to the strip club where I was employed to make up for the mist days since I was not able to communicate. And the money I made went majority to his expenses as the money was cash and was easy for him to dismiss as non existence which is of course a complete lie. I was also stalked because I did not have a vehicle. The worst incident of two ways wear a very large man got on the bus that I had to take each day and tried to tackle me in the middle of an intersection in Mililani town next to where the bus dropped me off I was literally running for my life I had called the cop the Honolulu Police Department as well as their care advocate by May 2009 in order to try and put an end to this however they refused any assistant because of their friendship with the trainer. I had breeze counseling session with the CA re advocate. Also the sum of my better clothing was taken from me in this time and the trainer insist that I trained with him been that I only wear black pants and a red shirt. So for this time I only had black pants and red shirt aside from any remaining clothing I had from my arrival in Honolulu. Though again back to the strip club where I was employed it was a clean and professional entertainment environment. However I was separated from the other people at work actively by the owner who knew this trainer which is why he employed me at age 35. I did not know the reputation of this trainer claim to at the time be a federal agent which he said to me only twice that I had known him in those first 3 years I was stuck on the island. And the money I made should have easily covered some of my bills on the mainland such on my office in Ithaca New York where the rent was low but I was not permitted to keep my money and pay anything so that I would not lose what I had worked for at home in Pennsylvania as well as New York. The trainer as well as the law enforcement here in Mililani town as well as Honolulu seem to be quite amused with the sexual abuse and sexism and as I speak now at 11:13 p.m. Hawaiian time a Honolulu Police Department vehicle just passed by me.
These men I do not know their exact ages but I asked me there between the ages of 24 and 56 at the youngest maybe 22 years old. So I was forced to grin and bear it for many years secure on Oahu this includes court abused this includes his attempt to sue the domestic violence attorney I had for her name change after securing her law degree and also trying to harm other women financially for his personal gain who were married to his students. This went on for some time before the United States Army stepped in to do a military intelligence investigation. One young woman one young married woman who I meant called her family and they feared for her life with this trainers story and her husband's involvement.
These people here in Hawaii in the neighborhood of where the DoJo's are in Mililani and the Mililani Town Association affiliation to their resident using their recreation facilities for training in martial arts seem to support this type of treatment to women and not ask where I came from or who I am and attempted to silent me by excluding me as an outsider so that I would have no way to leave this situation. Additionally the Mililani town Association was very aware of this instructor in the community as he also was a boy Scout leader as a prior Eagle Scout his self and also a night at the through the Catholic Church and a ninja to master with over 30 black belt in addition to his Grandmaster titles in a half dozen martial art. Mililani town Association apparently had been excessively vining he and his family for building maintenance in fractions some of which were as simple as grass growing by the sidewalk near the street. It appeared to me that it was possibly a way for them to Launder money from trafficking individuals. I hot wind of the deli find the Mililani town Association was billing to the instructors the trainers family home and trafficking money. Years later when there was military intervention with this particular trainer in a military intelligent investigation, be Hawaii court honored my request for a temporary restraining order until be hearing for a more permanent temporary restraining order TRO. However, in court I was told I had to sign and agreement that he the trainer and his attorney constructed without debate which I feel is also illegal unconstitutional and this person inside that it was an agreement to try and kick me out of Hawaii State at the time we were
I have lost everything I worked for on the mainland as well as my personal and professional reputation. Space this is import due to the auction and ignorance and intentional harm committed buy Hawaii state employees, contracted companies and their employees, federal employees, employees of the Department of Education, paramedic services, parties who appalled the Mililani town Association as well as the Mililani town Association and their properties.
This is a draft of white my perception is as things transpired from my arrival for the first time at Honolulu International Airport on February 1st 2009. This trainer also made contact with me first initially through a website called H a P a T omi was invited to join the website buy an invitation sent to my YouTube channel in January 2009. I believe that someone had the record to see who was flying to Hawaii Honolulu International Airport when I was contacted. The trainer I am speaking of also was part of Obama's Secret Service team in Hawaii to the best of my knowledge. I do not know how many people were involved in this destruction of my life but it was apparently part of their plan as and information warfare campaign on behalf of the Chinese government and or then president Obama, to harm United States protocol asset who had multi levels of security as as well as directly trying to harm military operations regarding China's military and putting my life further at risk by exposing me directly to adverse political actors against Japan.

Wednesday, May 09, 2018

Nightmare of my last days

The light of a street lamp quivers on with the gleam off backs of cockroaches swarming;- consuming a dead man beneath the solar powered wonder.  Pitbulls fight nearby over a scrap of limb for the bone torn from it's socket.
Incandescent illumination is so linear under the tin sounding Hood with a screech of the prop fitting into it's hole. Nothing else working that was full of tech. No autos, TV's, games, no phones, maybe an app diary downloaded prior to the fall, the massive industrial blackout.
Pre dawn we sit holding ourselves watching the real spirits fighting & reliving their past wetware life as if permanently glued to some Electromagnetic reel. Real life that was before the fall.
The hood is up and a big cockroach sits with antennae waving at me between the radiator's steam off the engine. I am just astonished, shocked. It's as if nature is telling me I'm the weakest prey on this dry ground.
Cars, cars can't box jump across dips & crevasses. Earthquakes shook loose the constructs of infrastructure, a symbol of humanity's social networking en masse.
Post apocalyptic upheaval wasn't enough biblical preparation to truly grasp the frequency & feel to my gut of reality.
Drone flyby with DEW Electromagnetic warfare maintenance. It makes orienteering difficult with a compass.
The scum they call America, finally fell fell hard. All the warnings, all the ignorant games, ads diet plans & brain enhancing neurostacks couldn't save it. The rich & the poor. The elite & the meek. They spewed out palates of cash till the end, even bitcoins and cryptocash was played out in the Electromagnetic lottery like the grandest slot machine of life.
shoes feet walk. Hope to find a shoe store that hasn't been eaten. Pigskin, chemically laden or not. Some chew toy for the big Dawgs to keep biting down on without a drop of relief.
No blood. Nature, runs its course. Enough said.
All the dispensaries we're the first hit for obvious reasons. Those who were already hanging on trying to keep their souls from electromagnetically ripping out of the unanalogous wetware decaying to zap the brain out.
Electromagnetic warfare., They could have told us sooner. They could have told everyone sooner. We weren't ready. The whole world wasn't ready for such a chaotic collapse. But the EMP strikes that came, were an unpredictable storm. No, not like a military assault. It was the raw accumulation of radar cloaking nanoparticles that lit everything to fry the system. That's why we survivors call it "The Fall." The stuff falling from the sky brought us down. It was like the most explosive heat lightning you have ever seen.
I was at a construction site, under a bucket flipped over me. I saw flashes of light coming out from under the crawl space I dug. Everything just zapped like a huge cd in a microwave up in the sky.
Some, went blind from it. They wondered into the ripped up Earth from the quakes that continued. Like God used us to orchestrate the most unreal, geo-engineered plan ever in the history of the universe. Maybe it tore a gateway to a new dimension. Whatever it is, it passed.  What's left is a barrage of disfunctional deconstructed planet surface.

Tuesday, May 08, 2018

Targeted Individual Intro to 5d warfare

To accept that you might be a targeted individual
To look at the facts objectively is a battle between denial & real survival.
To admit slightly to yourself, yeah this is possible- Noone else has a better explanation.
To actually come out in public and admit to others that you are a targeted individual is a huge step.

It is a reframing of mindset that will blow your mind.

It feels like a faith leap into the cyberspace of modern  5d warfare on the "advanced battlefield". This is where full on information warfare is destroying political boundaries & real lives. It doesn't matter if you are a soldier, a housewife or a political asset;- warfare is here. You could be the grocery checkout person where a larger target shops.
Or it could be that you drove by a military base and a terrorist cell decided to jam the signal that day & temporarily captured your cell phone.
Eventually, the targeted harassment escalates to financial devestation instead of abuse. Then all your friends disappear & never call or text. Maybe someone was planning to text you, but they jammed the person's phone & your ride never showed up.

Sunday, May 06, 2018

Millenia turn in @Stargate

I was never a Lockheed employee. I rarely got paid & the Stargate program was a long time. I did work for a Gross family member to learn from him about building a successful business. This became my turn into business organizational development after many years in the non-profit & do gooder organizations that operated with limited money. After undergrad college & met & I was psychotronically summoned to Siesta Key well after Clinton apologized for radiation testing. The crowd there was a mix of Democrats & Republicans with classified information about USA infrastructure and future developments &  seeking to control the private stock exchange run corporations above & out of the public's reach.
Other things discussed pre-9-11 were how to manipulate the American public to move & implement new infrastructure.
My personal life was not respected because after what was to be a 1 week stay in the Florida Keys & Key West; I was to make arrangements to permanently leave the USA. As I was detained for work & projects learning, my Japanese family was angered with me. They thought it was a stupid child's game of hookey from my Japan responsibility. It was not. I was prevented from leaving Florida again due to my handler who is/was a friend of the a Breed family member (ask Matt Damon). I returned to Pennsylvania after a year in Florida, I had $300 sent to me secretly & was able to pack stuff & leave. I returned in time to Commence teaching at a strangely haunted & empty Conservatory in Doylestown,PA where I had to assist in rebuilding the ENTIRE student population.
Shortly after, as i felt saddened & humiliated, as my Japanese family did not appreciate my falter on my word;-  9-11 happened.

Saturday, May 05, 2018

PoetryEW

God created the Electromagnetic spectrum wash. The EM absorbtion of fast growing trees
Before developmental companies in em warfare & defense technologies.
Coconuts are the clean food. keto Paleo
Etc.
You never find someone up high, down low where I am. Never find them even passing through to see the pretty tropical ocean views. Me in my soul cloth gifted from God, I'm sitting by the ocean on particulate sand watching, watching the Electromagnetic liquid bath ending in white noise of all frequencies, no matter what the sky reflects or sunset sets in a rainbow of promised colors. God provided wave in front of me with darkened sky as I watch the frequency increase and am calmed with slightly damp cool sand on my feet.
I keep thinking about victims of Wetware. How we are now soul clothed beings of God's making & contaminated with some other  diluted godly being in a soul cloth claiming the human sphere has now overlapped with their imposition of perceptible godly power over humanity.

Wednesday, May 02, 2018

Notes LockheedRPerps on my Car

Yesterday I was driving to Waikiki and drove by the airport. Obviously there are lots of car rental auto rental places by the airport however it was near lunch time. In between stoplights and where one road 

So this adds to the collection of red vehicles perping. I think they're using either GPS tracking which is illegal unless they illegally put their own boxes on the towers. Or and I have seen extra drones flying. Ew One by ground one by air.

I sent one of the other TI a photo of me with one of Lockheed F-35 Avionics guys. Last last year they manage to hack my phone apps or as someone else said the AI coordinated at the meeting since no employment employer was listed. I can only confirm he's an F-35 Avionics guy because I went on base to see the drones and the F-35.

Since some people know I attended a peck for the USA and to my relatives are in Japan I suspect they are prepping me to try and make F-35 sales 2 Japan.

This is a massive headache. I have already expressed stream unhappiness with lockheed's approach to sales. How their perps affect my life on this island. How I can use anything to secure work or make phone calls to relatives in the United States. And if it's not coming from Lockheed., It is similar to Shane Kylie grabbing me from the airport off my vacation so that it attracted too much attention from others who are inclined to harm me due to my family relation in Japan. So until I have secure work job everything on this island the hashtag on my car is not coming off. I have already expressed to Japan ideas for a strategic minerals Alliance since Lockheed is behaving as an oligarchy and appears to with Syria be coordinating efforts with other possibly Russian Aerospace firms to enhance their sales of weapons since their cash flow is still. Japan spending over 16 billion + upgrades after purchasing 6 F-35 is nearly 25% of Japan's kids current gross. Panda needs more of a military than 6 planes.

Saturday, April 28, 2018

Strategic Minerals Alliance & ASEAN manufacturing

Tri-Lateral with possible India extension for a Strategic Minerals Alliance { &  for the TPP
BRAZIL agreement} Bring manufacturing back to CONTINENTAL ASIA &/or Mexico riddled with security issues.

- Cuts down on USA IP theft
- Less sales through Lockheed opens defense budget to Japanese Zaibatsu
- Production costs lowered if quality standard meets expectations in Mexico-TPP
- Eliminates Trade War tarriffs from finished USA & NA products
- Speeds production & devlopment time & creates possiblity for peaceful negotiation process.


USA makes an enormous profit after purchasing strategic minerals & is ALSO putting tarrifs on the products ie., Lockheed F-35's ---ABE appears to be A MORON at the moment.


Excerpt from my post in October 2016
2. WW3 looks more like USA/India/Korea VS. China/Russia/Japan 
The United States is responsible for endangering Japanese born nationals within the USA Homeland. The US has jeopardized and pushed out standard business and family safety for Japan in key areas from the US Homeland in county courts in small locales. Instead, the USA business elite has embraced the family presences of Korean nationals and Indian nationals in particular while collaborating to create a facade of Japanese business relationship to the US public. In fact, most of the Korean & Indian linked business presence on the East Coast is aimed at destroying the Japanese image and presence in the larger US public at the ground level.

In the past decade and a half, before the talks of TPP vs. ASEAN;- it was more common to find micro level business & friendships between Japanese and Chinese within the USA homeland. There is still a huge lack of respect from the Korean and Indian communities/neighborhoods towards Japan in the USA. Of course this disrespect is only carried out politically with the help of the usual in charge USA white majority (that includes anyone of European descent who appears more caucasian). The dual national Israelis nearly top the list of foreigners pouring

Friday, April 27, 2018

STUCK a glimose my Targeted Individual

I am a first generation Japanese-American "Haafu" who was raised knowing that I was to effect USA EXIM in order to have a life in USA. I was and still am very serious about my life.
Having a choice mattered. It mattered to me more than anything. After all look at the rich people who did nothing but prevent me from having security, safety, basics of living. They kept me on a 5" leash, so when I left my world fell apart. I was kept (not well) for most of my adult life in the shadow of the Clinton Boys". When I left for my Hawaiian Vacation that was to be one month in Wintery Feb 09', I became a targeted individual; some people hating me for no apparent reason & wishing & TRYING to murder me.

So, no matter what progress I attempted to make, the smallest financial gain was smudged out immediately, overnight with a larger expensive attack that I could not ignore. Damage to my vehicle

Stolen missing objects

Jewelry

Keys

Hacked realtors key box left in the short stairwell

I wondered if it was the counselor priest who lived in the unit below mine. If his patients saw the lock box and decided to make use of the apartment after they knew my schedule. They would see me there daily. 

Then again, my safe deposit box at the bank was broken into. That was probably the Feds with teller friends. I had tried to save a little money to get out of here. My handler. Who took me off vaxation basically spoke for me to these people who don't know me. He'd take his money I made from dancing & show up at my room or apartment each day. I didn't have much or do drugs. But every day the money would vanish into thin air. He needed to fill gas tanks on vehicles, eat, get some equipment or do favors for people. None of those people meeting or caring about my well being. I was what they called a dancer with a pimp. I was 36, and he the handler took me to a strip club where normally they only show off underagers and had gotten busted for minors dancing & prostituting on island. 

My presence there was guarded by the male owners & staff. They didn't want anyone to speak with me, in person or outside; so even my island phone was stolen several times, over a dozen. I was threatened when I called 9-11 about incidents. The other dancers hated me. I couldn't get to know anyone. If I went out with. Couple older girls, still in their late 20's from the club after hours to bar, they would be told to stay away from me.

I called the cops on my handler since I became suicidal; my real life & what I worked for slipping away far away on the East coast on what they call the mainland USA. 

I'm not them, the handler's so my work sucks to tthem. They invalidate my life at everyturn, especially in allowing me to have one crucial thing to escape them;- money. 

 It now now at 43, I'm too old, hapa haole as they say. The Hailey white side of my genetics show my age. I can't even compete with their 20yr olds. The Asian women who seem to enjoy the financial advancement of full on illegal prostitution from the buy me drinkie bars scoff at my face & pick out the features they hate;- my freckles, the tired under eye bags I can't hide anymore. 

Of course they do this to enhance their all Asian beauty in front of the men, the customers. And because I speak English well, I am frowned upon socially for treading on territory only prostitutes belong in.

No one once in 8 years ever asked me about my life. It's so superficial. Of course I'd be punished if I shared with someone who was unreceptive & told the boss or the momma San usually Chinese, Korean, or Vietnamese owners masking as Japanese in order to protect their fine culture. It's nasty nasty industry. Why do you think they use the phrase dumb haole? 

So now, what's left for me? Without the handler to secure a place e to live it's not safe for me on my own. People backed off me because of his presence, at least with direct physical attacks. Those aside from his guys were infrequent. 

The Gangstalking & jacking the hard drive to my computer & other issues of moved, missing, & lost objects or mud swathed on the floor with a mop..

That was different. Or the possible infestation of fiddle head spiders after a small one appeared to me. The idea of having an entire nest of them hatching in the room was too much for me to remain there for.

The strange burn mark on my side & the power out. Financial harm 

How about the condo building washer being infested with bed bugs? Someone said some homeless person did their laundry there. Funny thing is, bedbugs don't like UV from Sunlight. So that story is really unlikely.

8yrs of Hawaii is too much

The Asian women pick me apart & made fun of my non-asian features. The white men only wanted to appease their perceived exotic beauties who were worse than stepsisters in a Cinderella nightmare. The black guys, usually pimps to be avoided by most women. The local men & women, only to talk to me until they realize I'm an outsider. No inclusion there unless they plan to try to force me into some type of sexual submission. For their pleasure. This is what Hawaii has been for me. A mentally draining financially devestating, & with extreme damage to my career & social life in NY & PA.
I don't like most of  the people here. This place is lacking options for me that would fit my preferred life. Like many others I knew in New York I have no desire to altar my soul that much at least the shreds that are left of it after this hellacious 8 yr experience Hawaii state bestowed on me INSTEAD OF MY PLANNED VACATION!! 

I didn't plan to live here, much less loose everything that kept me alive including the networks of friends & activists who kept me going & shielded me from racial harm.

Way different than HAWAII'S illegal industries that are a direct threat & liability to national security in EXIM shipping.

I'm very sick of blogging. Or the Asians who used me like bait to lure more lucrative business men & humiliate me & my career. And also attracting negative attention to the USA and it's Caucasian & others disrespect of me & my standing within my internationally know family.

Hawaii has been a nightmare. I think it is volitile because of the trafficking abuse that has been it's financial platform. There was never a move to provide better education for the States cacaphony of immigrants & their children. They choose to promote negative Asian stereotyping to the rest of the world generation after generation. They harm the fabric of what decent American Families once were. And, most women with family values despise Hawaii choosing to remove their children from schools & return to the mainland USA.

Thursday, April 26, 2018

Examples of Abuse I endured k-6 in Quakertown, PA

This was some of the daily & normal abuse I endured. The community was aware of it.
Elementary School:
             Spanked with: Long wooden paddles with holes till grade 6
             5-6 Caucasian girls would grab me by my hair and try to swing my head around done in the teachers sight standing maybe 10-15' away.
             Extra threats & seperation from the class by the teachers.
             speech therapy to embarass & humiliate & abuse me for being bi-lingual till age 10
             Excluded & told to sit out of activities due to non-cooperative schoolmates
             Beaten up extra after my mother did a cultural presentation & wrote kids names in Kanji - some of the parents told their kids to harm me.

Home:  Leather belt - spankings till red or blackout since toddler
             Chased with large knife
             thrown out in snow for hours with whatever I had on at the moment
             dragged down the stairs by my hair

Church:  Strangled in Confirmation class
               screamed at & yelled at as example of a brown thing mud to go to hell & derogatory words that shouldn't exist
               Hearing my little brother crying when they hurt him (his leg broken by church boys at age 3)
               Possibly abduction attempt by a summer school church teacher, I refused to get in a van she was in with men.          
             

$50/hr living wage @ Hawaii

Many Hawaii state citizens live with poor living standards due to one of the top 5 highest costs of Living in the USA. Many professional men & women are paid "cash" when the hourly rate is below $50/hour.  For men, they have to be selective with side jobs they take on in construction or otherwise unionized worker industry. For women, sometimes the same standard exists even with the plethora of cleaning businesses and service related industries on the main island of Oahu. Most people remain on food stamps throughout employment even over $25/hr with debt. Though something more concerning is the number of women who are part time or full time prostitutes.

Hawaiian islands are overrated for luxury due to the sheer expense of American style spas of the remote pacific. The number of Caucasians living independently on the islands has increased dramatically due to their rarity at the crossroads of Asia & the South Pacific. Though newer USA  prostitutes and escorts flock from Washington, Oregon, California, and the south west from their voluntary segregated neighborhoods to  normal bars Looking for cash or secure money. There are multigenerational Caucasian looking families built on a matriarchal prostitute who can provide support and protection and elimination of competition.
Some of the white women have already served time in jail and in Hawaii State for misdemeanor  and felony offenses. They are frequently capable of having their family on the mainland provide a seperate address for them to operate from an outside state. This way they can "attend" school elsewhere and while remaining a resident of Hawaii. Since some of Hawaii's prostitutes are encroaching on 70, they have brought up or brough in a new generation of young white women to refer out to new & prior clients. And, more cunning and cut throat as ever, they have seduced boyfriends and local men to do their bidding. The road block of white trash women turned neuvo riche by Hawaii's men & tourists is abashing the intelligent women who complete college and university along a more radical thought that women have intelligence.

 I have learned that Hawaii's I culture is very open with prostitution being spoken about at a high level. Mothers and in some cases families jointly participate in prostitution or pimping out women. And once they destroy a woman's vacation, finances, and vocation ...there is nowhere to work for pay near that $50/hr mark In order to leave the islands. They also target "women from good families" for hopes of extortion money. 

Most women, even in low cost multigenerational housing can't afford to leave due to shipping costs + normal relocation costs. IoW:-

Ship personal items
Ship car
Attempts to sell vehicle frequently thwarted as it is a legality to leave behind...ie., 180parking tickets X a fine $50+/each. Makes it more difficult to leave the "industry".
Plane ticket 
Rental car on arrival
Deposit, escrow, down payment on apartment.
Job search




Psychotronic Channels Unconsensual Testing in Ithaca, NY

End 2007-2008 i was tested over a period of 2-3 months. This time, with sheer data - images mostly and a bandwidth, and some 3 channels. Synthetic telepathy or data flow or v2k? Doubtful.... when they send a huge information Surplus to your brain and it's from digital sources electronic sources. I did not have a normal time frame to react to the images and information they came in so fast like a flood. What I mean by react, so when you see picture of a cat you have a certain emotion of happy, cute, fuzzy feeling. You know, good feelings. When i see pictures of war, I ee the continued grotesqueness of it. When I see a wedding I perceive the happiness of it.
When they started to inundate me with all of the political imagery, and other than just political imagery i'll say additional imagery and information flow &  I am  not used to it, I  had to find a way to manage it. And, for me it was very painful and it was why I was given heavy sedatives that were said to be able to rebalance me so when I woke up I would be rebalanced. The invega for the extreme situation where I could not come out of it on my own meaning I couldn't recover mentally I was some point shaking very disturbed from just the sheer amount of data coming in. And when I took the invega it made things very clear I was able to compartmentalize the information overnight with those sleeping pills.  I need like 5 or 6 hours of sleep in order to learn from whatever information I  receive. So,  imagine cramming for a normal test final exam will magnify by about 30 or 50x that easily. And that's what it was like for me with  a data flow weapon scalar beam v2K. Whatever it is flowing through my head and they're just sending data or information
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I found a way to manage it with th heavy & fast working sedatives (preferred)  and about 5 Invega over a 2-3month time frame that was limited in quantity, & no refills for the prescription. I was involuntarily committed for being assaulted by an acquaintence & released Christmas Eve.

Demonizing Cults vs. Cultural Relativity

I was raised in an interfaith household. My parents raised with different religious backgrounds.
They considered my religious upringing as a kind of "Cultural Relativity."  I was the only kid of an international and mixed-nationality background in my school district for over a decade. I also understood, that when I attended church it was to participate in the community whether I liked it or not. And, that I should keep my families personal values out of my social discussions in Church for my own personal safety. I was taught to understand the severity of the white supremacist community I was raised in well  before kindergarten.  I think both of my parents, growing up in more severe yet homogeneous national times after WW2, each had their share of religious physical & emotional tortures despite being continents apart. They simply didn't see the value in going out of their way to further what they had been through. I simply walked across the street to my Godparents' home once I could walk after the initial baptism I had to the Lutheran Evangelical church in rural Bucks County, Pennsylvania.

Cultural relativitism & Moral relativism are concepts that are discussed in 101 beginning Ethics. This author really believes that cultural relativity should be required reading & taught at a high school or Junior high school level. It is normally cast aside in order to further capitilism going outside of moral boundaries especially as it is introduced in Collegiate Medical Ethics. The world today, nearly a generation after my college ethics, is witnessing the brunt of big Pharma and their lack of ethical conduct.


References:

http://www.chegg.com/homework-help/definitions/cultural-relativism-49

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Moral_relativism

http://medical-dictionary.thefreedictionary.com/medical+ethics