I was raised out of sight of the Military payroll or pretty much any payroll for that matter. Today, I'm missing the old activist friends I had;- those who protested Military soldier toys and military games and such that are marketed at Children.
I'm trudging through what I can of what little information is out there to confirm what I have at the forefront of my memory.
I'm not in a place where I can do any deprogramming further and/ or trust anyone around me. Most of the Hawaii locals and Military personnel (contractors, vets & retired) are not trustworthy to me. They are enthralled with the kill, trying to kill me and my soul in entirety. I have done what I can.