Thursday, August 31, 2017


My life is endangered now. Hawaii State & Federal have attempted to force me to prostitution to the Hawaiian & Asian criminal gangs. They know that I'm the USA niece of Yoshitomo Takenaka a retired Executive of the Takenaka Corporation.
My ex USAF OSI father & his friend and neighbor Lee Clymer and Quakertown & Richlandtown Police Department and Craig Landis conspired to take action against my life as well.
PLEASE, I NEED HELP!!!! I feel I will sincerely loose my life very soon
I do not have a home in Hawaii. I am on Oahu. My address is the Post Office since it was for safety.

Monday, August 28, 2017

Japanese movie violence taught USA

Japan has so many movies that embody violence and technology. Even American women, of all ethnicities, and American men have violent fantasies about Japanese women fighters, ninja, etc. It does not matter if Japanese women are refined and well cultured. The Americans attack us too often in many ways physical, psychological, and financial. The American people are violent criminals at heart with a sense of Christian forgiveness for their damaging actions.
Maybe the same can be said for China and Korea experiences in the USA. I am not certain even though I have heard a few similar stories to my own.

Hawaii at Night in Spirit

Creates a clear image when I focus on the Egg. Angela M. Kneale

Both of Us

Sunday, August 27, 2017

Birthday wish to my MOM

Saying Happy belated birthday to my mom.
Sorry, I could not call because Your husband" my father threatened legal action against me if I call the house. I understand the does not allow you to call me for decades now. I know he did not allow me to talk to my obasan, or ogesan or cousins in Japan either.
He is truly awful, as awful as his friends who only hurt our family. I lost my siblings and all USA family support due to his actions. I am stalked and harassed continuously throughout my life due to his poor choices with regards to my life.
His hatred, and want to belong to his racist friends and coworkers who hate us.
Until he apologizes there is nothing to forgive and his actions stand alone for all to judge.

Sunday, August 20, 2017

Note: 8:05pm Hawaii time

I realize I post this here. And that I have enemies in the USA, Hawaii and abroad who use non genetic clones of me to pass in clandestine ops. This has been troublesome already in trying to establish any normal stability for me independently in the USA.

Quantum body encounters 1 UFO

Last night I had 2 different quantum body visitors. All in the portal range I established from KaUka Blvd to another small park near Mililani.

1st one - came after I saw a moving light in the sky above me. I was doing an alpha wave  meditation after I saw the lights. It became cloudy. During the meditation, a light of white and magenta and blue swirls of an alien type cranium...consciousness interacted with me and I responded with how/you're beautiful. The consciousness asked me how I wanted to leave the earth and I responded beautiful like u not like a demon. The spirit left like a light moving up from in front of my vehicle. I also saw part of a light made warrior helmet (no feathers) floating  larger than my car and rotating app. 180.

One was quite tall with another cranium shape more elongated and walked towards my parked car. This was very strong electromagnetically. Stronger in form than the warrior ghosts at the Pali. Not an aggressive bandwidth, yet assertive. Startled me and left without any other interaction or communication.

Friday, August 18, 2017

The expendable

When I attended APEC in Honolulu 2011,
I walked into a "situation" after already high security had arranged concrete barricades, many residents vacated their rentals and homes to continue smoking weed, and volunteer guards lined streets and rooftops holding m-16 rifles.
The situation on the way to the $700+ meeting I paid for out of pocket no reimbursement attended for 9 hrs with Ambassador Schwab and other notable people;- a large group of Chinese protesters gathered not far from the building entrance & a line up of armed soldiers on the opposite sidewalk.

I held my breath that walk.
This and other unpaid favors  from answering questions from where to purchase property from new Chinese and other business people grabbing me before the first sip of ☕ coffee reaches my lips out of the coffee shop. Expiditing and arranging other expensive business consultations have all gone un-rewarded and unpaid to me.

Whether harassment or not. I am owed for my time and energy.

Thursday, August 17, 2017

72nd of Hiroshima & personal update from Hawaii

Brief 10 minute update above. My mission was entirely peaceful to find others who were anti-nuclear weapons use in the USA. I was a simple Classical piano faculty member and  Business organizational development consultant prior to and during my vacation arrival in Honolulu. I spent decades of my activist life also becoming a Grassroots organizer.
  • I am seeking help from outside the USA since no one, especially USA politicians and other civilians,  internal to the USA is capable to help me.
  • I seek to regain what I call a respectable Life.  
  • I have been a targeted individual in Hawaii since I purchased my plane ticket in 2009.
    •  Senator Daniel Inoyue & Senator Daniel Akaka
    • I was targeted by a Delta Handler or aka Special Forces Combat trainer - he is allegedly connected to Chinese & Hawaiian Illuminati due to his heritage.
    • 3 blatant attempts were made against my life by 3 individuals with HPD knowledge. These attacks were intended to kill me and HPD covered up for the perpetrators.
  • I believe I was targeted due to my relative involved directly in Japanese Steel. I do not receive income or financial support from Japan. 
  • The United States & Hawaii State has forced me out of decent work and has created an international issue out of the work that has been available to me in Hawaii (which they are currently forcing me out of. ) I have an international audience & was involved in EX-IM.
Today, August 17th, 2017,  I wrote a letter to 2 Hawaii Senators. The letters were similar.  The following is what I sent to Senator Mazie Hirono via her website.

August 17th, 2017
Dear Senator,

I am writing just after this 72nd Anniversary of the Bombing of Hiroshima & Nagasaki. I apologize that I was not given a Japanese name at birth due to my father being ex USAF OSI at the time my mother was brought into the USA through Hawaii in the late 60's.

I arrived in Honolulu in February 2009 for a 1 month Vacation. Later I barely made it to attend APEC 2011 with knowledge of EX-IM intentions with my relatives in Japan. You see, my Uncle was an executive involved in Steel purchases for the Takenaka Corporation at the time as part of the founding family of that company.

I was targeted and entrapped by some of your federal agents and law enforcement when I arrived in the Islands. I even attempted to speak with you by my attendance at one of your campaign events. Instead, you looked at me with a scornful and hateful look.

I am writing to inform you that members of the Japanese military have approached me to quit working in Hawaii's clubs and bars. It was not a choice for me to stay in Hawaii. At age 36, I was targeted and coerced by a Federal agent. Due to his high level of security and his ability gain support of HPD and the  Town Association and families of Martial arts students;- I was coerced in FULL EFFECT as a targeted individual.

I was nearly murdered 3x and HPD was involved in covering up the seriousness of what happened each time. My life has been destroyed and my relatives in Japan and USA do not want the liability of having to handle the Special Operations backlash of the federal agent and his martial arts gang that are involved.

I however, would like to speak with you since the security in your State of Hawaii has caused such an international embarrassment for me. My role was very sensitive in EX-IM politics and I receive no compensation for such a huge failure, largely caused by your Hawaii state security officers and US Military members.

Please contact me if you have time to discuss any of this as a matter I am informing you about. I am out of time.

Angela M. Kneale


Tuesday, August 15, 2017

Quick letter 808 #TI (targeted individual)

Hi. I am a trained grassroots organizer in Hawaii. I have listened to many stories over the past 7 years here. I also am/was a ti at a higher level due to the international involvement of my life. If you have material I can use/distribute to create online petition(s) please let me know. I am a Japanese woman and 1st generation.

Hawaii has unique issues due to the presence of Asian/Foreign gangs with higher technology intelligence as well as the FOB (fresh off boat) immigrants who find gang stalking and crime an easier way to make ends meet. Hawaii is quite expensive. There is a noticible crowd of random individuals who have been victims of the original CIA Mind Kontrol programs over the decades. As well as current and retired agents and their families. Hawaii also has a long history of sex trafficking and human trafficking as well as sale of children and organs. Not including Latino Cartels and drug distribution that keeps local landowners afloat.
There is alot of work that needs to be done here. Also for the regular hospitality industry workers who make Cash tips. It is difficult to have true security due to environmental factors such as saltwater corrosion.

If you have any information assistance or for me to lobby, I would appreciate use of your prior work. I am a single person with multiple issues at hand.

Monday, August 14, 2017

Stargate skills

1. Perceiving and witnessing other person's or ALF "precognition" astral body;-
seeing a "grayish/brownish" quantum type energy body, is sometimes an indicator of a person's intention to arrive at a destination. They may be scouting the area ahead of their entry.
These apparition-like energy fields could easily be confused with another paranormal entity or ALF. However even ALF have ability to quantum scout/ aka astral plane. It is just that the focus of this more routine matter for them may startle the newcomer watcher.

Sunday, August 13, 2017

Hybrid Espionage - Japan 731

I was raised out of sight of the Military payroll or pretty much any payroll for that matter. Today, I'm missing the old activist friends I had;- those who protested Military soldier toys and military games and such that are marketed at Children.
I'm trudging through what I can of what little information is out there to confirm what I have at the forefront of my memory.
I'm not in a place where I can do any deprogramming further and/ or trust anyone around me. Most of the Hawaii locals and Military personnel (contractors, vets & retired) are not trustworthy to me. They are enthralled with the kill, trying to kill me and my soul in entirety. I have done what I can.

Japan 731

Thursday, August 10, 2017

Stargate Example Alice Sync

(No Marionette)
  1. v2K command to online search {search term ie., Soulcatch #ti}

  2. Play Video result from search video play- trips more programming & specific v2k - Satellite 

  3. v2k syncs body with movement/ visual signal in video - Satellite sync

  4. Phone Call follow up - after sync - pre recorded - like synthetic Marionette.

Wednesday, August 09, 2017

This morning

This morning was intense. I had an awake state trance like quantum visit from Choronzon's helper 1st 2. Last time I encountered Choronzon was April 20, 2011

A V2K a News Sen Ario

The subject is drugged on muscle relaxants.
the quantum body of Stargate goes into his nostril, a deviated sceptum from
too many drugs and work days. To give him a supreme sensual experience of
MKStargate quantum body holds the tip of his tounge after pulling it through
the deviated sceptum. The subject finds this quite relaxing. There are hypnotic v2k
voices soothing his childhood issue of being a booger eater.  His toungue wags back &
forth in the enlarged nostril, sensually pushing into the cavity. He feels warm and
relaxed, then fills his pants with warmth like sex and he floods his pants with urine. He enjoys
this release immensely. His tounge signals to his brain that he wants to feel this warmth too.
Stargate quantum body does what he desires and moves the toungue out of the nostril cavity to his
pants in an instant. He senses without the smell the sensual flow of warm yellow urine he created.
And then, He feels the explosion of warmth trickling from his nose to his stomach and out his nostrils
the blood flowing from the absence of his tongue now wrapped around his dick and anal cavity.
Stargate is so personal. 

My Akashic Record of Violence

I'm still deciding on a title, for my "book".

(My) Akashic Record of Violence
Once, I shared an MK Ultra peace pipe with someone I "summoned" as I was told near g6.
I spent an afternoon at the beach opening the Akashic Records of that area
through the coded light. I sat on my beach towel I witnessed many atrocious acts of humanity that occurred in that area. I was raised MK Ultra Stargate. I have abilities to access particular knowledge about humanity, past and present. With or without human hardware devices.

Tuesday, August 08, 2017

August 8, 2017 EM attack & 1/2 death threats

EM Attack on me & Phone today

Facing West. App on phone is Feng Shui Compass. It opens  on its own and then 
shows whatever direction I'm facing as 6 Killings. When it's not EM attack time, the pain at my corotid artery goes away and the phone is 
also behaving. I get death threat via text as well as messages saying my phone is contaminated from 
some website.

Hunting for Manchurian Candidates by Stargate

I was frequently going to do mat sessions at a place in Honolulu. The mat that i used
was set to computer generated Schumann Frequency also known as Earth frequency.
And, I preferred the older version to the newer one for some time until I developed
sensitivity to the electric current itself.
So, one day at this place there are 2 mats for use. I was on one. Another older woman, with white hair was on the other. I was in some meditative state and when I returned back, I brought back that
there was an image of a beetle like scarab, overtop of another design some curved geometrical shape and in orange, red, golds. There are NO BUTTERFLIES !!!
I talked to the mat technician about this vivid image and it was simply blown off as probably something from someone else. So, my best guess is that the much older generation than me in their 60's has more of the original manchurian candidate programming. And, that somehow this image is connected to it.
I think people forget I'm Stargate. So, even my handlers get stupid because they forgot I can mindread them. After all, that is part of my program and part of how I developed "defiance disorder".

Monday, August 07, 2017

Using MK Stargate skills for Good

Before my Ocasan (mother) went to the Hospital for a long time;- One rule, my Ocasan (mother) reminded me of daily was to NEVER wish anyone harm.
Reading EM signature of birds was easy and interesting to me. 
I had abilities that I didn't communicate with other people for a long time.
My ability to quantum had developed, somewhat insignificantly to this memory at this moment as a child. However, in 1999-2000 I was in Florida after a short post graduation trip to Key West, Florida.
My ex-partner, who probably has some of my command codes and I stayed in Florida on the West Coast for nearly a year. For lack of a community my age, I took up volunteer work at the Bird Sanctuary that S.L. had helped to fund. On weekends I drove a rescue truck and went out on calls to rescue birds.
When I got to a location, usually with a rescuer partner I was able to read the EM signature of the bird in the area. It was much easier for me to read if the bird nested in the area. I almost never returned to the sanctuary empty handed. The only one where I didn't retreive the bird was a call to rescue a "missing" Anhinga (Florida State Bird). These birds can hold their breath and stay underwater for 20-30minutes. The landowners noticed the bird had been missing from their yard that also has a small pond. When I arrived, I could see the EM signature of the Anhinga and I immediately pointed and told the landowners what I saw of where the Anhinga slept walked everything, before they explained anything. And, also before I was closer than 20ft. to the exact location in their yard. We just got calls based on bird type and location.
My partner & I decided to forgo the potentially alligator infested pond to dredge for the bird.
This was one of the ways that I used my skills to do some good. On the weekends especially.


Sunday, August 06, 2017

Stoicism Quotation

Marcus Aurelius quotation 
Thanks to Unbeatable Mind.

MKstArgate Enochian

Enochian Coding through Magic Square - My Incomplete version

Project Stargate 1978-1995

Some of My personal outline of Project Stargate


(Manufacturing Killers Utilizing Lethal Tradecraft Requiring Assassination)

Project Stargate 1978-1995

  • Quantum Control
  • Telekinesis
  • Quantum Assassin
  • Psychic Assassin
  • Quantum Soldiers
  • Quantum Bodyguards & Scouts
  • Psychic Bodyguards & Scouts
  • Undetectable Psy Ops Mind Kontrol 
    • Quantum Chi MK Implant
    • Targeted Dream Manipulation
  • Foreign Countries Spy Techniques
  • Time Trave & Remote Viewers
  • Drug Shipment monitoring
  • Quantum Conciousness Memory Integrity
  • Undetectable Spyware

Clones & Skygate

The use of programmed clones with skygate is to provide a meeting ground that is quantum level different than a straight up holographic representation.
Maybe it sounds creepy and advantageous to the original. The clones are less likely to be read, have a biological field to read or sense for the skygate program participant. So, it provides some sense of target and read that is more in depth than a drone download or a holographic message. For information purpose it is a step in the verification mode of communication of a legitimate contact. This brings me to the shapeshifters and skin walkers purpose being something a high level skygate program participant can discern while even a skilled psychic can fail. This is where the program levels diverge from the common psychic or mentalist. This is point where the demons, angels, greys, send their astral bodies to view us with shapeshifting match and chemistry of appropriate human biomass. It is the level where we transcend this blunt perception of life on earth. It isn't just about control of one's quantum body. Having skills to commit telekinesis is stepping beyond the normal dormant state. Being conscious and then bringing back the quantum perception and consciousness is another step. The step beyond that becomes a functional relationship of multitasking both consciousness and quantum perceptions, then in sync with appropriate physical action.
This is beyond just a basic ESP sense that the militaries now acknowledge. Even their forced quantum tests linked with Stargate did not go to this depth, as they were initially attempting to force a physically irrational quantum body result without explanation.
The following levels become engaging on both a quantum and physical plane somewhat simultaneously.  So take for example a combatant who, in self defense, puts a person in an arm bar. The combatant quantum to another human biomass to aid direct perceptive vision of the location and other actual physical bodies of live humans. Simultaneously scans the area for best vantage, which may be legal as well. Iow literally borrowing the use of another person's eyes to see your positioning.

the Control Rooms/ Upship & @Jedi

Not sure where to start with this.

I've had a few dreams that are vivid that some have had real life impact.
One of them was the control room outside the earth's atmosphere.
There was a long control panel and the alien life forms allowed me to approach the control consul/monitors. They were looking at a series of weather patterns for approximately a 1.5 month period for the Atlantic Coast of the USA;- However, that's what I was allowed to say at the time. What I actually saw was a much longer time plan of storms that spanned over 1 year.
This was the first time I was comfortable and allowed to approach the panels, prior to this enounter,
I was not permitted to be so close to the alien conciousness.
jedi in Stargate; - Normally, like with the jedi type meetings, a guide would permit me to enter the area. However, I was not security and I was also not cleared enough to share conciousness space with them so, I had to stay back from a distance and observe. To best describe this is that I, being raised in  i will refer to as Skygate from here on , am typically not permitted to be near or share conciousness space or biological field, auric energy with other high level beings conducting secretive business. I can be hurt just as easily as I can connect and anticipate or what they call telepathy/mind read what they commonly refer to as psychic.
Part of this is due to the partial explanation below. Part of this is due to being a visually sensitive kinesthetic learner. They wear the robes to meetings to hide movement subtleties. Much like my experience with  a highly compartmentalized and "dead" Delta handler I will refer to as SK, who spoke to me one day to say that SK learned a small movement watching me. I rarely had training partners near my size and most were 2-3x larger than me and male. He then said he tried it while going up a weight class in a pride fight. A win was his result.

In the classical piano world of high level minds, it is the expansion of the mind. Sensing presence, Astral planing, creating a meditative projection that only others who have developed minds can perceive are just some of the beginnings of mindset. The USA however, is severely lacking in independent creation and learning of these skills. Typically, an American practitioner "piggybacks" on a higher skilled practitioner for some time until the inner confidence is established as a solid base. The differences here are that they are more like a 2nd generation plant seed from seed. However, the seriousness that once existed is currently lacking. By seriousness, I mean that they are required to spend sufficient time to assimilate the initiating culture" without much room for translation errors due to interpretation. The timeline that diverges from this practice is significant to cause disruptions.
So rather than piggyback, the American needs to understand and develop independent of the skilled practitioner. It may be a slower start, but it allows for a multidimensional understanding that has more depth of character unlike the above clone. None of this is new to human understanding. However, it has become lost.

The Human conciousness is not attractive with their breeding tech.
They have become grotesque and feel some elevated/ level of unjustifiable entitlement. They have not evolved to survive as a whole. The USA has proven that they can purchase segments of other race/ nation culture and in effect
Somehow, their breeding program that is attached to their biological system is
a disfunctional algorithm. The male of the species has extreme issues in finding conciousness space
and manipulating both earthly constructs as well as their social species constructs.
The women breed for some immediate survival result of food, clothing, shelter and procreation.
Somehow their health is not connected and not a real concern as there is no impending threat to their species as a whole. Time to XILL.
There is no functional or rational means to their existence.

Saturday, August 05, 2017

Biowarfare ed. before 8yrs old

biowarfare tests--trigger & memories tonight. ..
I had a dream memory from when I studied with Dr. Andor Kiszely where I was in a reinforced room, and Dr. Kiszely said he would have gone in the room with me. It was kindof like a room you'd see in an aircraft hangar. But it was to gas people (different than Nazi concentration camp gas ), and I was just a little kid. It was reinforced, with a circular window door with thick glass set inside the circle. Kindof like a huge washing machine door put on a large stainless safe. It could fit more than the 10-12 people I saw in my dream of this place. And, it wasn't like the dingy concentration camps.

I think when i'm reading this.
Maybe it's like the stories my mom told me about the Americans being in Japan and
how Japanese wore gloves to handle paper money. She  told stories to me that the Americans used biological warfare on them after the war. The war never ended with A-bombs. The war continued and so she started explaining biological warfare to me. All of the stories she told me were before she went away for a while, to the hospital. It seemed like 3-4 years until she returned. My dad even told me she was dead one day. I remember the place. I remember the hate he got in my face and then he closed the door in my face. I was left alone with that thought, never really cried because I wasn't allowed to cry. Then one day she came back. That night, was the 1st hateful rage she just lost it on me. She didn't know until 2005 that he told me she died. I just put her out of my mind and thought she was in a good place. That night, yeah, i told her she's not my mom. And, I got rage back. They made me sleep in the hallway instead of my bed. Then she lost it and I was not even in the Hallway to sleep anymore. My brother in his room got used to this.
---- 1974-1982ish I was three in 78 and my brother was a baby.
Yeah that and going to Chesapeake Bay with neighbors and/or the program and we played a stupid game where he'd lock me out of my room. There was a joke at the table that we could pick locks with those drink swords off our shirley temple drink's marschiano cherries. So, it became a game to pick the lock with the plastic drink swords we'd save before mom would come screaming at me because he locked me out of my room back at home in Pennsylvania. Then he just got mean at some point. The drink swords vanished and I'd scream at him to shut up. I'd get whipped with the leather belt if I talked to anyone like that in the house. So, I got busted more than a few times. Eventually we played this so much a drink sword broke off in the pin hole. My mom got mad she had to pick the lock cause we messed it up and he couldn't get out of his room.
It eventually turned into me getting yanked out of bed by a limb or my hair and dragged down 2 flights of uncarpeted stairs in the split level before getting thrown outside in my PJ's. Eventually they got brave and just threw me outside this way in the winter. After the @playhouse was up without a roof. I'd be outside in my Pj's about 1/4 from the house looking at the moon. And, I wouldn't go back to the house when they'd call me. I just would stay away until my nerves said it was safe enough.

I have not posted the worst

I still have much to post, tweet, and talk out. This isn't a fan show. This is about how rotten the Mind Kontrol, Rosacrucians, and USA have been to me directly. I can attest to the fact that my brother was set up, assaulted, dosed, by his friends in Pennsylvania university's and high school.
He stayed with me a few times when he was supposed to be at Susquehanna University after I secured non-dormitory housing. The students and security treated him badly and left him dosed in K-holes on university sidewalks, broke into his dorm room to attack him and his dorm mates were aiding the assailants.
I encouraged him to attend Ithaca just for the fact that I found some ease in the local community and at Cornell University. Despite my enrollment at Ithaca college, I was abused and assaulted in the dorms. Shortly after I built an animal right group and grew it to over 100 students. Once I secured off campus housing especially I spent time at Cornell's library and away from Ithaca College for sanity. I wasn't allowed to go to any state/govt. Funded university.

So, I only was a model student at Cornell's Falcon program teacher workshops. It is interesting due to the other reason I was in Stargate program - my musical background and languages exposure was to be an asset. I still believe I have altars that understand Burmese, Thai, other languages I never studied. They attributed this to me when I was put in speech therapy in elementary school (I was bi-lingual)as a possible thing that would happen due to my generations old genetic memory. Though I failed romance languages miserably in large part because I was not white.

I also met my ex partner and spent time in his Ag. School at Cornell University as well as time with him at the architecture shop building furniture (he stayed with me even after another assault I went through so the relatioship was a double edged sword for me.) I knew his professor s better than my own at Ithaca College. They were people I worked for or had dinner parties with...

Why I divulge this now.

I suppose most naive readers think that this is a pity party. Its simply to document, for my relatives in Japan part of what happened to us.
I realize that it is upsetting material, as if I like to grovel lower than American household pets. Because I don't. My distaste for American style forced on me has only increased. Especially for those other Asian Americans who immigrated and buy into the USA games in order to fund their new national existence. In fact, Asian accented/ serviceable language makes me cringe as a resonance of abuse.

Growing up Japanese Dual national USA 1980's

One of the issues that I had being programmed, well several issues. The main one was that I had to endure daily ritual abuse of some sort. It included being put into speech therapy and forced to stop being bi-lingual in Japanese ( despite being born a Japanese national). They don't torture people this way even at Guantanamo. It was complete community abuse directed at me 24/7. My father, my school teachers, other students especially were given instructions by their parents to physically hurt me during school... This made me suicidal by age 10. It was a crux.

It was the crux of me justifying staying alive because my brother, he was at least very happy most of the time and knew I would take blame for him. The other thing I came to decide was that;- if I used my time how I wanted or whether I did what they said, I would still be tortured. and, like other intelligent kids being abused elsewhere (I learned later in life) looking for a breathing room, just a small space to survive, I began to fail at things. The blatant failures took out the expectations. The normally high performance only encouraged them to dish out more torture to push me a step beyond and above that top end. It was "defiance disorder" in a sense in the Program. I let them win. They tortured me every day regardless of my consistant "good" behaviors. In order to live (quite literally stay alive) I had to stop trying to compete with everyone. I learned they all sucked. They were all quite rotten. Not one of them had an ounce of compassion. That the friends were "fake" and they played the side to push me to an abusive trap with other schoolmates. This was the lesson my brother learned and pages for dearly as the abuse stacked up. We had no relatives who loved us in the USA. Just our parents. I did chores for my dad's relatives and was rewarded with $5-$30 (even for birthdays) or a Klondike bar. I never had a big Christmas. We spent most of our holidays with our neighbors instead of our relatives.

Symbols to get through MK program

Pre internet and without TV

One of the things I did that may have helped me along the way, was studying and memorizing as much as I could from 2 main occult books. I understood that my dream world was connected to something manipulating me. So rather than reading dream interpretation books I basically decided on 2 objective sources.

1. The Dictionary of Symbols translated from French
It gave explanation about many symbols in many cultures and their possible meanings. I went through alphabetically as well as by groups is., animals, objects, shapes.
2. The Magician's Companion
At first this book seemed hokey to me. Eventually others around me took to the book and I purchased 3-4 of them. It has many basic explanations of different magical systems and charts as well as old languages for cryptology.

Because we had Atari & TI (Texas instruments) back in the day e.g.en I had to learn basic programming and tried flight simulation games...iow no WWw or Wikipedia. Something I found in elementary school that helped me was a very intense angelic diagram in the Encyclopedia Brittanica. It showed the multiple levels of the angelic world and gave a lengthy explanation.

I had read a lot of Isaac Asimov too as a child (on my mom's library card). His writing helped with multiple perspectives for me to rationalize some of my experiences. My reading comprehension was high, so this type of reading was easy for me.

Friday, August 04, 2017

My MK Ultra Stargate word Collage

1999 Stargate Enneagram

 When I received the Enneagram, I was working on my last semester. I had recreational read Ishmael, and was working on my computer art and music, as well as still having involvement in the active Animal Rights (welfare) groups I ran and one a friend ran at Cornell University. My condo then was much closer to Cornell University. I in fact liked living on the C.U. side of the hill. And, previously in 1996 after returning to college in Ithaca after my organizer spout that took me from University of Montana, Missoula to Washington, DC as an intern I lived in a private home (with an outdoor heated pool, tennis court, basketball court) in legendary Carl Sagan's neighborhood.
Anyway, the Enneagram was a new thing to me and I had drawn it in a lucid state. I had to ask around a place where I worked in Ithaca (80% of residents have College degrees here at the time) and someone was able to tell me it was an Enneagram. I never received an explanation for it. Later in 99' I took to making it a kind of Earth logo and photoshopped a NASA topographical earth photo under the crosshairs and Epsilon. I was 25 at the time.

Later in 1999 I was to meet Dr. Joel Elkes, in Florida,  he was a professor also at John Hopkins University. I think this was the first time I remember my meeting with a programmer;- he told me that I have "Defiance disorder" because I would not do things they instructed me to do.  I met & briefly lived with Sally Lucke, who had been on the Board of Directors of the MOMA and she also was from a Chicago Export-Import family. I remembered just standing at the end of the driveway at my childhood home and "receiving" knowledge of taking care of an elderly woman. This woman later, was Sally Lucke's mother who was removed from the nursing facility. When I told Sally about my perception of this situation, she showed me her altar and told me it was her dream wish that she put out. I apparently was one who answered.
In hindsight, Dr. Elkes was her boyfriend. It's possible that I had been taken to the nearby clinic on Clymer Rd. or the cult also on the same road in rural Pennsylvania and programmed, and left at the end of the driveway.

Gangstalk by clones of family members

In Waikiki this past year
Smoking man I saw walk by me 2x, wearing out of place in Hawaii clothing like my father would wear winter/fall. In conjunction with clones actors of my brother younger, older ages all making a point of looking at me to catch my attention, to the point they also drove vehicles at his appropriate age as he did go through 12 vehicles (less than 6 clones more like 4)...most of them near Yakuza part of Waikiki. Strange that I was drawn there too. Place I rarely go to on Oahu just because of Yakuza presence made themselves known to me.

More of my memories and dreams

My stargate dreams started slowly to develop. First with hot air balloons. Then it gradually shifted to Stargate in the sky in 2 locations nearby my childhood home.
The spiders let me live. They were huge and watched over me from nearby the Stargate(s). None of my stargates were on the ground. All of them were of air or sky.
The rainbow (God's) formation of bubble like ultralights that had different people in varied military uniforms in them . the African looking man told me I had to stay in bucks county and that I was not permitted to leave with them. Decades later I saw a pic of one of the craft on Google Earth view of area 51.

The walking fish coming out of the underground well after I did a stargate meditation from the mind course I was taking.

Regardless of Stargate, I had private dreams with my Ogesan in them. I would enter through a hidden door and have to change size (shrink) and then walk through darkness to the location. He would then let me sit and watch him train.
He was a high ranking Kendo master. I also had remote viewed my Japan trip with him over a year before I went on the trip. My mother was angry with me because I was non-reactive for the duration of the trip. Including a long mountain water slide any kid would have been excited about. She knows why I stopped talking to my Ogesan on that trip. He took something I found and stuck a pin through it. I became angry with him and stopped talking to him the rest of the summer.
One of my MKultra dreams was of a roller rink and a bunch of marionette people being moved in the rink. My Obaasan pulled me away from the darkness and told me they didn't want me to be a puppet. I remember her voice telling me that I was not going to be a puppet. That I may not have an outstanding life, but that they wanted me to make my own choices, and to use my own instinct.

Wednesday, August 02, 2017

USA targeted Asian Business leaders for decades

The United States has for over decades, targeted foreign Asian students and pushed students in top notch universities to their deaths. Much of the American public has not acknowledged this. And, for 3rd or fourth generation Asian-Americans to compare themselves to those of us new to the USA, is totally inappropriate. I call this inappropriate due to US Mind Kontrol programs where they attempt to create clones of those of us from reputable families, so, I call this emotional conditioning. And due to the severe lack of Asian-American and pacific islanders who campaign against the blatant discrimination;- it makes them even more suspect to Asia as US counterintelligence.

Hawaii is particularly prone to this behavior:
Most Asians who grew up or Originated from  Hawaii state have been part of the US Military branches.
There is a significant generation of baby boomers mother's who worked in the sex trade.
   This results in a very volatile generation of their children who have extreme emotional issues       around women, and what appropriate interactions entail. They have largely been isolated from non -military social interactions with women.
- there are generations of impoverished and soulless Hawaii state born Asian-Americans
-Too many of the Hawaii native residents are highly abusive and take criminal action against Asian Nationals and 1st generation Asian Americans connected to Asian business.
      These people have learned to recruit mainlanders and other foreigners (such as asian gangs) to further their agenda and to potentially create inurgency in Asian nations.

Alot of this horrendous behavior is due to their active participation in the Sex trafficking industry. 
Even the Federal agents and Honolulu police department in 2009 trafficked me to clubs because it was not illegal. I was unable to report my abduction due to their interference. I was unable to create a positive situation. Much to the glee of the Hawaii residents, they damaged my relationship to my relatives in Japan. They created additional US Counterintelligence concerns, as well as potential to harm my relatives who work at high level diplomatic capacity on War negotiations. In part this is from Hawaii natives who defend the Rothschild regimes.
 Their intention is to murder and manipulate.

Tuesday, August 01, 2017

Disengage USA in entirety

I am asking everyone to disengage from the economic power of the united states, and in every way. From toilet paper to weapons deals, baby food to lights.
Please, for peace. Stop all business, everywhere.