Sunday, April 30, 2017

Job competition Hawaii

Despite the US military forces being the largest employer in the Hawaiian islands;- poverty runs rampant. The spouses and older children of the military employees take many jobs at larger retailers and tourism related work. They force the local population out of employment as well.

Additionally, till recent years there were a large number of strip clubs and buy me drinkie bars for the islands 1million population. Even those with more net value resort to flipping inexpensive cars and compete with the Military economy in order to make ends meet.

Hawaii's normal resident citizen is in dire trouble because of the U.S. military presence.   Only "rich women" who are usually married to the military can afford to work the $9.25/hr jobs and do App related car share business.

Does this work?

Host not found...wondering what's left

Saturday, April 29, 2017

Relationship Astrology to Save the Earth

I recently came across a reading that lends me to believe that there is a way to encourage practical environmentalism through astrology. It may be a balance of forces and a meeting of karma. And, no need to change lifestyle if partner is from the other side of the pair (element combo apply to male female pairings)
It revolves around the number 7 placement between 2 feng shui elements.

My partner pairing to create a better ecological environment.
Chen -  Chien pairing
Sun-  Kun pairing
Li -Tui pairing
Kan - Ken pairing

@ Waikiki Army Museum

I'm walking through the army museum, I think the funny thing I'm realizing is that the people here were never my mothers friends. Its real clear to me that they are internment Japanese-americans, migrant farmworkers on contract, and from the poor parts of Japan after the bombings of Hiroshima and Nagasaki.
I see today why they USA hates me, why they hated my mother. I see why they destroy records.
They have some strong animosity against those of us who are/were Japanese with some strong connection to Japanese government. The Hawaiian islands are still too poor and too expensive for them to recruit decent money from the USA as investment infrastructure. They became more concerned with continuing MIS and
Stealing from outside USA govenments. Even the building of the original Ala Moana shopping mall happened from a money embezzling scam that sent a Japanese politician to prison for decades.
Just a thought.

Saturday, April 22, 2017

EXIM USA Japan

When USA said that my siblings and I would have to "work our way up from the bottom" they meant the bottom as our graves.
The united states never intended to respect any Japanese based Asian interest. Despite my lengthy blog over the past 15 years and various posts that have since vanished from the old Halvsie.com site. The United States of America and its democratic bodies and individuals have not provided a respectable and sufficient line of employment. Rather, the United States and its constituents have attempted to manipulate things further by:- 1.  forcing undesirable sexual employment on both my deceased brother and I. Both of us have in different timeline found the forced sex industry and its participants unsuitable to us.
2.  Not providing any business connection to more intellectual and business work, especially with higher IQ even in the state of Pennsylvania, as well as admonishing us to manual labor and least desirable employment. Also known as "working poor."
3.  They in Hawaii, including various masons and related groups have attempted to murder and harm me through direct and indirect persons.
4.  They have not offered what I consider to be a safe opportunity for employment. One where I am not tossing my personal information to the wind for less than suitable paying position that is not guaranteed. And, one where I can remain relatively independent.

Friday, April 21, 2017

Lesson at a Waikiki Steakhouse

Last night my friend I've known a few years and I went to a Waikiki steak house (I vegan/shojinryori had a salad & baked fries & wine) The friend was the only Caucasian customer in a room full of foreigners Chinese, Japanese, Korean tourists. The friend and I got in an argument because of their discomfort and didn't speak much to the server until meal was almost finished. Also over the service and alleged butterfly cut of their filet mignon. Total bill @$183 with tip = $200. The friend said the service was low and the Asians were being ripped off and they should go to Trump's BLT steakhouse where he would be more comfortable.
Today, I feel more lonely...way more lonely than before. Aside from continually gaining perspectives...this kind of life is depressing. Thing is, the friend happened to see me through the worst depression when I was forced to stay at the dojo on the mat.

Wednesday, April 19, 2017

Perspective on: White privledged USA

In the usa, many people of different cultures forget their own culture to compete in the Euro-centric or White world.  The Caucasians then sit back and enjoy visitng other countries as a lavish luxury, even as a backpacker. And, upon their return the American white privileged admire and admonish those of the cultures and continents they've visited for being too poor to know their own culture, their own families, their own grandmothers.

Other issues with Hawaii & USA

Americans & the criminal organizations that pay them off enough are allowed to tamper and plant false evidence. The prosecutor and other attorneys are equally & easily scared and bought.

Tuesday, April 18, 2017

Growing up Half Japanese: my mom's friends in PA

My mothers American born friends were the kinds of people who invited her to everything and their kids weddings and took huge amounts of money as gifts. They in turn never sent a birthday, congratulations, or any gift or showed up to my or my brother's graduation. They stole from us, mocked me and my brother, and were horrible in general. I seriously don't call that friendship.
My mother also afraid to call me for fear of my being killed by NA Illuminati types and or my father and his friends  ex- military or not.

Monday, April 17, 2017

Gentleman's clubs & Hostess Bars

The Honolulu night scene is scarce of low drama, city style clubs. However, the influx of foreign tourists and military still seek some respite and getaway from daily life.
I lost my job or simultaneously quit amidst the rising tension at one Honolulu night club. Despite the slew of laws, that generally go unenforced (even with regular L.C. inspections), the night & hostess club scene still sells drinks at a $20, $40, $80 and up to champagne VIP prices. The clubs take approximately 50% of the drink price.
Back in Fall 2016, several dozens of Japanese Navy sailors & some private Japanese citizens visited the club where I worked. They fulfilled the cover purchase and/or 2 drink minimum. However, the club owner had growing animosity as the group's of Japanese Navy sailors warded off the server asking them to "buy a drink for the lady." Many of the sailors said "no", and when repeatedly asked told the servers further that they were instructed not to buy drinks for women. In part, the local rules say it is an illegitimate practice when clubs sell drinks at high prices and keep a portion of the sale for themselves and pay the lady the other portion. So, over a period of several months, the Navy sailors who seemed to "check up on me" followed this rule. And, so did many Japanese tourist groups. This angered the club owner until their hostility about the perceived lost revenue  was directed at me in anger. It became so hostile I had to quit.

Sunday, April 16, 2017

America killing me...Japanese

Last night, an acquaintance became angry at me because of my poor situation in Hawaii. However, from my view, it is the fault of the USAF for assisting my father to bring my mother to the USA. Its not my fault the hospital workers deliberately killed my sister 4 years before my birth. Its not my fault my father had anti-Japanese friends whom my mother could not tolerate being around since she is from a political Japanese family.  My fathers friends have been extremely disrespectful to us all. They were always emotionally abusive to my mother despite her good demeanor outward. They took the money I needed to survive because my parents had to buy temporary compliments from my racist teachers. Then again  its also not my fault my father's more wealthy friends encouraged if not executed killing my brother and leaving his mangled carnage in our backyard. They tried to kill me after his death in 2005.
It also isn't my fault that I was in elementary school when  economy of Japan improved and the USA stocks went up in the 80's...before internet and day trading.
Americans are irrational. They think that because an overseas family has money--that Americans have zero responsibility to hire people like me. The fact is that there is a Foreign Agents Act that makes it illegal for me to receive money in America from my Japanese family. Thus, I am below poverty without welfare currently in Hawaii, USA.

In Hawaii:-- The fact is that many of  the local Hawaii citizens from China, Philipines, Hawaii, Vietnam, Korea to name a few are worse to me because they follow American Business style. That is their fault, not mine. because they knew I was here for a Vacation and they ruined my vacation. They ruined it and don't get a second chance at this point. They think running candy companies is everything, and don't know real other legitimate business requirements.

It was up to the USA to stay peaceable and allow me to live. Instead, they planned outright murder of my siblings and I. That defeats every security  agreement with USA  since WW2.

I have no home. No internationally respectable employment. And am forced to survive in the quagmire of Hawaii's most distasteful men. It is not enjoyable and I don't have any viable independent options  financially.

The USA has been horrible to me and then became worse over the past 12 years.

It it too tiresome to try to continue to survive on the USA side.

Friday, April 14, 2017

News Online:- no date on video

There are no dates visible and embedded on posted online (independent news) videos. Despite my feed reading hours ago, videos can be uploaded to different channels and do not reflect any sense of Real Time when taken out of their original posted order and context.

Please revise posting video and news to reflect date and time of publicAtion in the original  viewing screen.

Oddities...Tiangong is tiny

Hexagonal space station that makes the alien ships in the movie  "Arrival" look like a flea. This is not Taipang falling out of the sky.  The entourage is a few stocky  tigers beyond Parkour running with red (drone) scouts ahead of them. Big, small.

Traveler from Seattle...t-shirts black saltwater alligator, dolphin most interest, turtle, sunset of a brown cowrie turtle shell, hands malformed large, skinny brown green skin

Sunday, April 09, 2017

EXIM Perspective:- USA parents abuse Japanese girl at public schools & churches

Being made to stay in the USA was forced on me as a child. However, as a 1st generation American and USA citizen, there was no buffer or punishment from the brutality of other minor children and their teachers at the public schools I attended.
Protection of Foreign Children:-
To me, what it matters is that USA nationals who encourage their children to beat, bully, physically and emotionally abuse children of foreign descent should be held accountable. I think the parents should be held accountable for abuse of a "minority" child
Personal story:-
When I grew up in Quakertown Pennsylvania I attended Elementary School. My mother who is Japanese born and blood taught in my classroom at elementary school for a day of Japanese culture. The kids in my class had the opportunity to have their names written in hiragana Japanese writing by my mother. At the end of the day my classmates went home with their pieces of paper with their names written in Japanese. The following week was an onslaught of bullying being beaten on the playground taunted and completely ostracized from the rest of my school. The other students my classmates said it was because their parents said they didn't want any derogatory Japanese term person teaching their kids on so I was beaten period I was beaten with the teachers aides at recess turning their eyes or watching right in front of them within about ten or twelve feet of several kids more than half a dozen beat me up at recess period this became a regular bullying. There was nothing my mom or father could do in the community since they had no understanding of my father's American family. Now in hindsight as an adult I realize how entrapped I was in my own school district and community. It was impossible to make any type of report or even statement about this type of national discrimination and racial intolerance and corporal punishment within a Pennsylvania school public school. I realize in hindsight that they're also no human rights commissions and especially no Human Rights Commission that caters to anyone of international dual nationality status. That was back in the eighties when I was still pretween a dual citizen of Japan and the United States.

EXIM Perspective: -- Honolulu Bar Scene

1. Risk of being infected with a  bio-terrorism agent due to Yakuza & other anti-Japanese gangs/mob in Hawaii.

2.  Contamination/spiked food and drinks from bars & clubs in Honolulu going on 8 mos at various clubs/bars including 2 cabaret licensed clubs.
     A. Drinks have strange yet same sweet taste (h20 included)
     B.  Cologne or Rubbing Alcohol smell
     C.  Pain in stomach after 1 drink
     D.   Burning of throat after 1 drink
     E.  Intoxicated behavior after drinking non-alcoholic juice or water from clubs.

Friday, April 07, 2017

EXIM @Hawaii April 2017

EXIM complete transparency

Recently, in March;- I went through great upheaval in living situation and financial support.
1. Local Japanese asked me to stay away from other particularly South-east Asian, Vietnamese, Korean, Philippine, and Chinese residents of Hawaii (who have green card, visa, or temporary residence or tourist status)
2. Personally, I cannot contend with the intense unwelcome sexual harassment that plagues the Hawaiian islands. For prior security, I tolerated it. Currently, I cannot trust the physical approaches and advances made in public. It is exhausting my healthy emotional state. Pushing me to have a nervous breakdown.
3. I feel that in have been coerced so that my life is again at risk. I already had 2009-2013 in court due to lethal attempts made on my life that Honolulu Police Department masked as less serious charges.
4. Due to Trump, many Caucasian men have become vocally angry and threatening at the predominantly Asian FOB establishment where I was employed since &January 2017.

September - December 2016
More than a dozen members of the Japanese Navy  found me where I had been able to make some income to pay basic bills & a small rental fee. They were scolding me, as if I have a suitable option here in the USA State of Hawaii. They were angry that the USA pushed me to this point of derogatory existence. One informed me that it was angering others in Japan.
They abided by the laws and chose not to witness me being disgraced publically. They left the establishment during that time (appx 15-20min). This behavior angered the owner of the establishment, my pay declined and was infrequent, and I was forced to seek employment in even worse conditions.

USA agencies at fault- Japan EXIM 2017


USA government Agencies that have held and demonstrated  lethal intention towards me;
1. Quakertown Police Department (PA)
2. Richlandtownship Police Department (PA)
3. Department of Homeland Security
4. Central Intelligence Agency
5. Honolulu Police Department
6. Secret Service
7. Department of Education - Navy Seal Trainer, Marine Corps Martial Arts Program trainer
8. U.S. Navy & NCIS
9. USAF OSI (since my birth)

None of these agencies allow for me the requirement of safety that under the Vienna Convention I am not required to appear in court for any matter. Obviously this is due to EXIM political security. Most agencies threaten my arrest, even as a victim of lethal intentions within the USA and by any individual employed by the above listed government agencies.

Me & EXIM - 5 points

1. In 1986, Japan changed its nationality requirements and I was a born citizen of Japan (jus sanguis, by blood). My biological mother was still a citizen of Japan until the late 1980's. And despite her naturalization to the usa, I retained Japanese citizenship rights beyond her becoming a citizen of the USA.
2. My biological Japanese grandfather, Kikuchi, Hirokatsu was a Japanese politician with a position that does not translate to an equivalent English title. As his granddaughter, I should have had some protection under the Vienna Convention.
        A. This is in addition to my training as a classical pianist and piano teacher from the European tradition Of Classical art music. The USA is no longer providing safe and secure enough platdorm for me to continue my art form. Something that was decided in order to forgo the foreign agents act due to my blood relation in Japan.
3.  Ill intentions of United States of America towards Japan and my position in life when I was still in elementary school. At age 7, my USA biological father (prior Usaf OSI 4th district) repeatedly told me I would grow up and have to be a thief or a terrorist in order to survive in the USA.
4. In 2001, the Patriot Act was passed. It adversely affected my 1st generation USA status and made me unemployable. In part due to the fact that I was given an English name and am a woman of mixed Asian and European ethnicities. In addition to normal racism, USA employers refused to hire me due to enforced racism and nationalism and decided to label me as a terrorist on their own terms for simply not being white.
5. In 2011 I attended APEC as a representative of the USA for a shipping meeting. This was due to international EXIM contacts held by my Japanese relatives who also support the Japanese government through their work.

From 2001-present The internal USA racism towards me and forced separation from my decent and respectable living affected many international perceptions within the EXIM connected business world. I did everything I could to support my life in the USA to this point considering the multiple attempts made by USA military, CIA,  & independent citizens to kill me. Since my USA father was USAF OSI he told me in 2006 that he could not protect me any longer since those who directly threatened my life were in CIA and did not agree with peaceable EXIM efforts. Additionally, USA racists and white supremacists as well as European and Rowse crucians made several attempts to murder me from 2005-2009 in Pennsylvania and New York.
I made every effort to preserve my life and spent all my available resources in order to do so.

I made it to Hawaii in 2009 and Japan in 2010. I stayed in Hawaii with intention of returning to the east coast of USA by 2012 after attending APEC Honolulu. I have remained in Hawaii for 5 years since APEC to see the finalizatio of the TPP. Everything in my life on hold taking a great amount of patience and frustration.

Currently with the New President, it seems the last 12 years of my life in the USA has been a futile effort. I currently have no income that provides safety and security as a private individual.

Most USA citizens seem to think that I and my EXIM role and relation to my grandfather, aunt, and uncles is something they can be substitute for. And that the immense danger that input myself in to work even a basic retail job or other common work is what I should do. The USA also seems to think that I am to behave and act as a typical USA status quo female and have admonished the safety and security that I require in order to live.

I am exhausted from the lack of valuable business colleagues. That is aside from the modern day American public acting as terrorists in relation to my Japanese heritage, with or without knowledge. That is also I addition to others of Japanese or Asian descent actively misinforming others in order to deliberately cause harm to my life. 

My EXIM life demolished by the USA

You don't realize how sensitive things have been for the past 1/2 century.
Hawaii and its corrupt people and govt. added a new dimension of security issues to my life. I did do everything that I could within reasonable legal limits to maintain peaceable relations.
I hope to make a short video soon. just to unpack the amount of damage that has been done by Hawaii as well as the East coast USA. It may take some time to sift through the international legalities that most Americans are oblivious to. Regardless, its no longer a childish game of the American bully hurting our international families and business connections. They have done so much damage, its time to have a zero tolerance policy across the globe.

I literally am pushed to my limit. And need some option In order to continue my life here in the States. American Blacks & whites as well as their arse kissing Asians and Latinos think Japan is there to be robbed financially and spiritually. and, they may be correct that Japan does it have the backbone to defend Japan's own people in front of an international audience.

The slander and ridicule from Hawaii govt. And its property owners and inhabitants is beyond facing a tsunami of diversified racism and sophomoric behaviors directed at an international platform of people. Even terrorists are more predictable and adept at international political negotiations.

Black clothes= work clothes

After half a decade in the Hawaiian islands, now 2 new malls;-  black clothes are making up the new world of worker ants. Black clothing and formal wear is not incognito or chic. It is clearly a sign of poor worker ants, people going out to party after work, and those still seeking modelling gigs. Ugh... It looks horrible like worker ants have infested Hawaii.

Sunday, April 02, 2017

OkO_ne. ....2017

I think that it is more polite for me to say to someone, "you aren't my species". After all, if I were to say, "...because you are inbred" is not something that is recognized without severe denial.
There is truth to both.