Thursday, February 14, 2019

I need protection immediately

My father is not a studious man.
He is very much about his guns and ammo, a Pro NRA supporter & proud of his marksman. He enjoys the white privilege of destroying my life. And, acts appropriately on under direction of his attorney or friends, many who have egged him on to throw me on the street.
He, As a handler who beta programmed me since childhood;-
He took nude photos of me, as a toddler when he had an open printing shop his own printing business BCG.
He dropped me off at different people's homes in the middle of the night
Also he used to play with me when I was in bed and tell me he wanted me to be good at sex. All by age 9 with extreme physical abuse to the point I blacked out from both hi. & My mother handler. She did not abuse me as much until her return from the Hospital.
He used to tell me that if I ever meet the right guy I'm to tell him "im a poster child for MKULTRA and to use my initials."
My mother abused me and hid behind her surgeries. She abused me daily, taking over after my father stopped abusing me every single day. It was not normal physical abuse. She dragged me on the floor & down the stairs nearly daily. They got off on beating me and used to smile and laugh when they did so.

I personally want to file old child abuse charges on them that have been impeded due to my "race & national origin" because of my remote location as well. However, that seems hopeless due to all interest being against me;- area attorneys & locals making money from Child trafficking & drug trafficking.
My own father has joked many times about the good ol'days with his military buddies dropping bails of "dope" from the C130's, running spooks & bombing overseas villages & people outside of wartime in several different nations.

He was not an " appropriate" father figure and we had very few positive interactions with his extended family.
My mother has chosen to go along with him on even very offensive notes in order to maintain what she values as an acceptable marriage.

Today, I am very uncertain that I can remain alive with the knowledge I have of his friends & shooting buddies that bring weapons to the house in my absence.

They do not interact with me as normal reasonable people. I had hoped that their age changed them.
They have also done extensive Fina call and emotional damage to my life permanently. And, there are no apologies. Since my mother's family in Japan does not want the complications of my parents decisions;- they are excluded from this posting as an appropriate audience.

My personal documentation of this matter is over 40yrs of MKultra style abuses since before my Mother naturalized to the USA.
As I began blogging due to issues I posted at the onset of the PAtriot Act, my father and the US military or feds have "changed" the prior USA documentation of my mother's immigration & hid or destroyed an original copy of one of my proof of birth that was vital to my proving his affiliation with some Occult/Cult that took the blood sacrifice of my sister prior to my birth.

Vegan Cream aka V2 (frozen)

Vegan bartender making  custom drinks in 2003

This one is a Frozen Vegan Cream  I used to serve up in repurposed 1/2 yards and take to my neighborhood friends. my daquiri substitute.

named : V2
3count vodka
7 count Bacardi Gold
Balance with Very Vanilla Soy delicious
Add frozen strawberries
Blend

Tuesday, February 05, 2019

Rainbow Heaven

Long time ago...
Rainbow heaven running through my head
Went to my pen
Then vanished again.
Rhythm
Rainbow heaven...how is it found make the world ur greenest playground. r.H. How is it made?
Free creatures, trees...go unseen

turn night from black to green.

Run wild in city streets
Invoke the animal who doesn't eat meat...is quite a task

Monday, February 04, 2019

Body all crumpled up
Like Its thrown away
I watch the living
Like I'm hunting prey

I'm wearing all the things
They got them through
Figured it help me
See this battle through

And I rise up
After they passing through
Picking my target
Like I'm shopping for shoes

Sunday, February 03, 2019

Meditation changed my life

30 years ago, I used to just meditate. I never thought it was a cure. Since I started, I found It is a cure when done correctly.

Meditation 1st, takes away the societal stress the ego puts on our souls.

Meditation 2nd, focus creates a flawless place away for our soul to experience freedom.

Meditation 3rd, is where our soul & body can achieve healing;- let go of sickness & complications entirely. Give them to God to amend.

Saturday, February 02, 2019

I painted my heart for you
On a cardboard box
Thinking I know,
I'm not even art.

It became my whole world.
So vibrant it glows
While my life becomes cold.

Blue sky & clouds they blurred
White caps & surge.

My heart it pulsed red yellow green
Took my vibe to the ocean dream

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About My heartwish:
Just so you know, before I came I asked God if I can go in a beautiful way. I didn't come, expecting to stay. I think of finding my way
Back Home,
Every Day.
There was a beautiful spot,
admired & respected by intellectual thought.
Not to ruin the fun,
just adoration in
the last jump.

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I think of the days 
When it was about strong hearts
Our hearts that could withstand the pain
That life pours on
So we can see the wrong witness the dying of Innocents
Lost under the drone
Monotonous life making money Having an ego
& Some good food .
Today it's about fighting or holding up this big dark cloud
Before it comes crashing down
On everybody.
Some grasping at straws 
Are leaving the good 
To wreck ALL

Just for a little money

All the same as it was back then;- ALlot more damage 
To keep on going,... To keep on going 
I wonder where those strong hearts went
Or if they joined the struggle to pay the rents.
And paying the debts of our parents gen
(To the) the souls that demand a balance 
From before our grandparents. I wonder where all the strong hearts went
Demand for a truthful justice
While on the run
From the dark cloud
  Taking down the strongest ones.
So they could hurt the rest
It's gotten so bad,
my handler rents got to believing in miracles & magic.
They believed the lies
Woke up realizing there.
Ain't nothing else left.
Reality is gone.
Having power, promised a lie 
Their bodies got old so they are feeling the pain 
not quite ready to shrivel up and die. All my friends are gone Suicided for real Life's taken without fear
so their souls weren't stolen
Or contorted to be a form
they weren't warranted to be born with 
My eyes are torn.
From the sights I've seen
The horrors MK ultra's CIA created for me
My eyes they're torn
From the images of war
The cold hungry and poor
I'd rather tear the illuminati bill
And start doing things for real
More save more (lives)
Today we got more Strong hearts saving money
It more of the old norm
What happened to the strong hearts Where did they go
My eyes are torn
I cannot hear anymore
Seems the struggle went...
Many just grasping for a scent
Of someone they loved before
My heart knows that feeling....
Before my eyes, they tore
Burst forth with a flood Drowned, like thousands of one/lives In cold red blood, The sunset or Dawn
It keeps on coming...

Sunday, January 20, 2019

2019 Vegan ideal & Keto Vegan lifestyle

I'm working on how to explain the vegan-keto diet I lived on for 2yrs before reintroducing normal food meals 15% of the year.
And, what breatharian meant when other suggested I'm able, the mind games for willpower to do it, etc.
It's a different world today!
If anyone needs help fasting...this was very comprehensive for reducing my footprint. And I've read enough articles about how others are Afraid to do vegan- keto.
No, this isn't a 30day master cleanse either. Or a Vitamin C & Saltwater flush routine. Nor is it Krisna's calendar of diet adjustments. NOR DID I HAVE MUCH OF ANY JUICE!

Monday, December 31, 2018

Lime roasted Turnips & sweet potatoes

Ingredients:-
4 large turnips
2-3 large yams
1 organic lime
2tbsp Avocado oil
1tsp smoked salt - I used keawe smoke flavor in Alae'a Hawaiian Salt.
1/2- 1 tsp - Mesquite spice
Water for boiling.

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I prefer organic lime & root crops yams (golden flesh) & turnips (swedes). This was "higher altitude" cooking, and I used lime peels. Also richer, carb yams/sweetpotato drenched cooking option at the end.
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Prepare turnips for mashing by slicing & boiling till soft. Add 1/2 organic lime (unpeeled & unsqueezed) to the water with 1/2 lime cut to garnish drink size. Add 1tsp Alaea salt (keawe smoked salt - or other)
Strain water into bowl when turnips are soft.
Pull lime pieces & set aside.
Reuse water & boil diced sweet potatoes 8-10 min until semi soft.
Fork Mash turnips while boiling yams. Add 1-2tbsp avocado oil. Preheat oven to 350°F to slow bake or Broil
When enough carbs are cooked off the starchy yams, turn off stovetop heat & drain & rinse (or use liquid as soupstock (if all organic).

Put yams pieces in an oiled pie tin, add slivers of lime mixed in. Squeeze 1/2 lime 1tsp lime juice into mashed turnips. Scoop the remaining lime pulp from the 1/2 lime & mix it in the diced yams. (Add 1-2 tbsp maple syrup for a glaze if desired when yams are near done or cooking for starchy carb eaters.)

Put the pie tin in the oven & bake/broil yams till lime peels are still crispy.
Pull the lime peels from the dish and scrape remaining lime pulp into the yams. Mix in 1/2 -1tsp mesquite spice.

Add the mashed turnips to a small quart sized casserole dish & top with the hollowed out lime. Remove both dishes from broiler oven when lime turns brown.

Stir in 1tsp Chipotle Tabasco to the yams. (Cholula)
Serve.

I tried to make this simple, so lower carbs go without the starch & maple syrup.
Variation:-
The 'richer flavor' variation & more starchy carbs is to simply bake the yams. After baking, slice into 1/2" pieces & then mix in boiled lime pulp, mesquite spice, add a little 1/4-1/2tsp Smoked salt, Chipotle Tabasco.
& Broil yams in a separate dish with the lime juice & avocado oil mashed turnips.

Sunday, December 30, 2018

The Vegan Ideal

The VEGAN IDEAL (group)
I want to start a new group or project dedicated to the following.

Promotes:
Practices that advance a compassionate supply chain based on vegan ideological principals.
Understands the collateral damage involved to promote vegan lifestyles with respect to the suffering of creatures and humans.

What is traditional use of human hygiene, nutrition, and living standards may no longer be sustainable. This includes the shipping of foods from different locals over long distances that the average human could not travel independently within a reasonable time frame. Ie. Daily travel by foot and food sources.

No Animal tests.
No non-consensual human tests
No unsupervised by 3rd party consensual human testing or DNA testing.

Healthy Low impact lifestyles
   Low to zero toxins
   Low to zero biotoxins
   Non-toxic
   Natural

Sunday, December 23, 2018

Identity disassociation from being Japanese

Back in NY. Realizing that Even the people I talk to consider saying "they" in reference to Japanese, while I'm present.
I've had to handle this behavior for alot of my life inside the United States. And, as a Japanese American Nisei, I have tried to participate and disassociate from my Japanese ethnicity, heritage, and

Realizing that I'm vegan when I order tofu outside Japanese and Asian restraunts. To them I'm not Japanese at all, I'm one of them by disassociating from being born a dual national to Japan & the United States.

And the typical jesting at me when I point it out, is their normal protocol for handling it.

Unlike Japanese-American areas, I can't just be myself. There is no dialogue for it here.

Inelegant American drinking culture about how they take advantage of women like me by serving huge amounts of alcohol and make it less socially acceptable not to participate.

Saturday, December 22, 2018

Morning thoughts 2018

I'm writing my next sentence to help give my reader a hint at the perspective I'm writing with;-
I'm Nisei, 1st generation Japanese-American in 2018.

It's not just my perspective.
In the USA it is also my "race".
Corporate America calls it my "ethnicity" or more rudely that I'm an "ethnic".
My friends, many who are predominantly Caucasian & study "not culturally appropriate" arts to their background, say I'm wrong for my perspective or I think the wrong way.
Canada, is one of the only nations who have come forth to make a statement about practicing culturally appropriate arts and making money.
So, the United States still remains in the insulting range.

They say instead that Asia & Japan should adopt their way of thinking to the advantage of Globalists:- be mistreated, taken advantage of, and generally pushed aside and forgotten people of our cultural heritage(s).
To me, it still doesn't matter.
My DNA is too diverse as a Eurasian.
Japan is far removed due to the social stigma of the USA globalist culture that bludgeoned me since birth & throughout 4 decades going on five.
The economic damages I survived were tremendous.
Yet those of the last decade impacted my ability to be "successful" in the business sense due to extra enormous devastation in Japan from 2011 Tsunami & major infrastructure damage from quakes, typhoons, landslides, and flooding.

Sunday, December 16, 2018

An app im thinking to develop

Requirements for the scrapbook & vacation & budget app.
Selfies with friends at an establishment/store or activity at start.
Pics of food & beverage or having service performed (ie massage, facial, )
Rate the experience #stars or shakas,
Pics of entertainment.
Pics of purchases for souvenirs.

Allow other app users to view what vacation days other tourists experienced;-
Enable the app user to:
1. pay ahead to businesses & make reservations.
2. Enter/Show their vacation budget, do comparison shopping, and dietary requirements or restrictions.
3. Track most popular goods/souvenirs for tourists & stock better.
4. Include in app translation/ pronunciation service for select languages for destination names.

Make ride share easier to use.
Tie in maps directions if possible.
Make tracking tourists easier & have expected ETA at planned destinations.
Allow local resident freelance guides & photographers to advertise easily for personal tours & to have their expenses or gifts covered by the tourists in app.

Allow shared photos to have face blurry or gif mask, possibly.

FREELANCER Life on Oahu

I have to be thankful for the Hawaiians, especially Da Hui & some kamaaina, even if I don't agree 💯. They know the water culture & the sea inhabitants best. They also are lifeguards. They set the playing field fair enough for everyone's safety.
Surfboards are dangerous in the strong currents of Oahu. What I saw & experienced at the North Shore is that the Pro & local surfers are fair. Tourists & dreamers avoiding serious mainland responsibility aren't fair. Hawaii is Asia Pacific crossroad to the "freedom" the USA offers. That's a new concept to Chinese tourists & others who don't live in democracies. However, for USA demographic that focuses on dragging Asia- Pacific minorities into financial destitute;-  Oahu, and Hawaii State needs a system for local businesses and kamaaina freelancers to get paid. Too many tourists, foreign & US Domestic residents do charge backs on their vacations, services & food, once they leave. It's created a poverty and level of crime, violence in Hawaii that State residents cannot afford. I think that's the state's responsibility. The overall attitude of those people & the large banks is that their credit card users don't need to pay, and many locals are thiefs. Hawaii State could easily set up an app & vacation log that tracks tourists' vacations & itemizes each purchase, service, meal, and activity. They should have to verify & clear every item before leaving the island. Or, the easy way out is to make tourists purchase Hawaii dollars printed money & have a debit load system to a card, making them exchange money for local Hawaii money that stores & services accept. It would help reduce crime local businesses endure and also create leftover investment for keiki or other needs of the local community. It's wouldn't be easy, however reduce the rip-off rate by those tourists which adds up to impact local business owners in a bad way.


Chrysanthemums in Asia are important symbols

For those new to Asia:
Kikuchi as kiku-chi is a beautiful Ancient Asian name that means Chrysanthemum land 菊地 or Chrysanthemum pond 菊池 . The former being less common than the latter.
There are many kanji,  Chinese Asian alphabet, where Asian writings have a different meaning. Chrysanthemums are common imperial imagery in Japan & China. Phonetically Kikuchi sounds similar, though Europeans & Americans do not pronounce things correctly. So they think we are all related, which is not the case ;-
Some are
kiku = 菊chrysanthemum
Chi =池  pond kanji
Chi = 地 land kanji
Chi in both cases have similar looking kanji. However the radical for land looks like a cross. The radical for pond is three horizontal lines instead of the vertical lines for river. Each radical is placed next to the symbol for Earth that resembles a plow.
It also designated land warriors vs. water warriors in the old imperial security houses, before modernization.

Though Kikuchi 気 口 as in Ki-kuchi
Ki= 気 spirit
Kuchi = 口mouth or opening
As one way Europeans & Americans  intend to defile the ancient Buddhist or Imperial family lineage. Many Americans defile my heritage by using saying Ki-kuchi as a request for prostitution services also USA eng. Slang "Kuchi" means or Pussy/ Vagina or suck dick.

Saturday, December 15, 2018

ASIA Security in USA Domestic Counter-Terrorism

Draft 2:- 03:02 12/16/2018

Counter-terrorism security for individuals & families as Global EX-IM diplomacy without military involvement.

Trade agreements have been on fire in the USA public media from 2010-2018. However, from my Japanese-USA & EX-IM (export-import) politic perspective;- it was not about the details of deals & IP with most corporations.
The crux of the trade agreement was a Security & Counter-terrorism portion to be equipped and adept in ensuring the real lives of human beings who are relied upon in EX-IM. The agreement roughly appears it can evolve to include the use of citizen AI or avatar on multiple levels.

The USA should be obligated to provide security for it's EX-IM partners lives that:
1. are and can be clandestine targets intertwined with politics for use of trade routes.

From my understanding;- this portion of Counter-terrorism security measures wasn't solely based on guaranteeing the lives of customs brokers, shippers & forwarders. It also includes;-
1. political families & their children
2. Extended family relations involved (as many large EX-IM families in Asia are over 400 people who live through various regions any nation.)

3. And such as my own immediate family*, where EX-IM Responsibility skips a generation and transfers to a different nation.
       That the USA would be obligated to provide security to those of us whose lives are reliant upon EX-IM politics & deals between regions of any nations involved.
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*Ie., my immediate family; Despite my father's choice not to pursue any opportunity after he allegedly did extensive recon for the USA along the entire Eastern border of Asia.
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However, USA has not put an end to their domestic terrorists attacking Asian Assets. Or, agents of other nations not in the same trade Agreements taking diplomatic action as active gummy thrust o rings.

And, in cases like mine of constant and direct face to face death threats since birth in the USA. I received them from from the Bush-Cheney's Cabal thug following PA/FL, Clinton Boys/ NY Underground, and others in DOE, DOD, & US Military who choose to follow agendas rather than bi-partisan politics.

The counter-terrorism portion needs to be equal for all EX-IM parties involved and within the USA domestic boundaries. Other nations with different currency to leverage are requesting USA domestic security be actively provided by the USA as a form of global diplomacy in securing the supply chain.

However,  choose to follow agendas rather than bi-partisan politics.
So the counter-terrorism portion needs to be equal for all parties involved and within the USA domestic boundaries.

Thursday, November 22, 2018

Ban hunting on Private land!

Shots don't stop at property lines. Neither do crazed recreational hunters tracking bleeding animals. Hunters keep their guns handy 365 days a year instead of having seasonal weapon rentals.

Proposed:

Ban Hunting on Privately owned land. Demand revisions to provisions of Title 34 & Title 34 Chapter 25 for Protection of Persons, Title 34 Chapter 23;- to include the following;

Those persons residing at a property not to be harassed at any time, for hunters & shooters to gain access to wildlife.

That private property must be registered with the State by the landowner to be hunted by permitted hunters other than property owner, even for agricultural damage.

State mandated safe numbers;- maximum number of hunters allowed on property (acreage) at any time.

Include a safe radius from housing & buildings from line of fire with rifles & guns & projectile weapons.

2307(b)  Hunting before and after lawful hunting hours.


Post State signs/ markers where hunters intend to hunt. Issue permits for hunters out after dusk (if within legal hunting hours with night equipment). No spotting, scoping, or harassing residents after dusk.

Ban hunting on private land in addition to keeping & maintaining: 1. PA's Sunday hunting ban. 2. the Spotting Ban

Currently, Pennsylvania State does not directly regulate property owners who allow hunting & track who hunters are permitted on their property. This is a dangerous situation for resident family members who disagree with the hunter. And its cause for some hunters to harass & attack property owners for FREE seasonal & year-round access to passing wildlife. Sometimes an adjoining property owner gives permission to hunters while one did not. And some families are also international, with multiple citizenships. International incidents are a ticking time bomb.

Pennsylvania residents and private property owners should have hunting laws that make it safe and peaceable to live and use the outdoors.  Please keep everyone safe from recreational or other hunters & shooters. Some who conspire against individuals use free for all hunting as a cover to cause law enforcement issues in hate crimes and more serious crimes.

Wildlife hunters accidentally shoot people mistaken for deer at dusk. Aside from that fact, there are 120-130+ organized white supremacist groups including their militia in Pennsylvania. There are over 40 Federally recognized Hate groups in PA. Some "hunters" scope minority families despite the current Spotting Ban. Its is difficult to see license plates in the dark, identify, and distinguish vehicles. Some hunters & shooters threaten those who have already lost family members to gun tragedy in the hunting area. The emotional damage to the family is cumulative, over a decade. Some hunters & 3rd parties target, threaten, sometimes murder minority family members of those who own Pennsylvania land. I am one of the living who they attacked over decades, since spotters targeted me as a young child. Despite the gun club down the  street, there are still Sunday shooter(s) or hunters who I don't know. The off-duty police also used to shoot early each Sunday morning, year round. They shoot in the area where my brother was found shot dead with a hunting weapon over 12 years ago. And, they harassed me intensely with targeted racism. It is saddening!

This free for all or needs to stop!

Ban hunting on private land in addition to maintaining the current Sunday hunting ban Pennsylvania and the Spotting Ban.

Please regulate hunting permissions for the safety of  all property residents & neighbors, whether landowner or not. It's everyone's liability when someone is hurt, injured, or killed. Help make information internet accessible for citizens to make police reports. Not all hunters are welcome everywhere, and it's not for police to decide against minorities at time of incident.

Please Change Title 34 to ban hunting on Private Lands! Sign this petition to put a halt to the hunting free for all!

Regulations need to happen. Human lives are at stake.

Get proactive to Add an initiative for weapon rentals for seasonal hunting in order to cut down on the year round threat of shootings & gun accidents.

Pennsylvania: Ban Hunting on Private Land!

Shots don't stop at property lines. Neither do crazed recreational hunters tracking bleeding animals. Hunters keep their guns handy 365 days a year instead of having seasonal weapon rentals.

Proposed:

Ban Hunting on Privately owned land. Demand revisions to provisions of Title 34 & Title 34 Chapter 25 for Protection of Persons, Title 34 Chapter 23;- to include the following;

Those persons residing at a property not to be harassed at any time, for hunters & shooters to gain access to wildlife.

That private property must be registered with the State by the landowner to be hunted by permitted hunters other than property owner, even for agricultural damage.

State mandated safe numbers;- maximum number of hunters allowed on property (acreage) at any time.

Include a safe radius from housing & buildings from line of fire with rifles & guns & projectile weapons.

2307(b)  Hunting before and after lawful hunting hours.


State posted signs & permits for hunters  out after dusk if within legal hunting hours & where they intend to hunt. No spotting, scoping, or harassing residents after dusk.

Ban hunting on private land in addition to keeping & maintaining:

1. the Sunday hunting ban Pennsylvania
2. the Spotting Ban

Currently, Pennsylvania State does not directly regulate property owners who allow hunting & track which hunters are permitted on their property. This is a dangerous situation for family members who disagree with hunting and cause for some hunters to harass & attack some property owners for access to wildlife. Sometimes an adjoining property owner gives permission to hunters while one did not. And, some families are also international, with USA & multiple citizenships. International incidents are a ticking time bomb.

Private property owners should have laws that make keeping their $$$$$ costly property & those who reside there safe from recreational & other hunters and shooters. Some who conspire against individuals as hunters as a disguise designed to cause enforcement issues.

Wildlife Hunters also mistake people for deer at dusk. Aside from that fact, there are over 120 organized White Supremacist groups including militia in Pennsylvania State. There are over 40 Federally recognized Hate groups in Pennsylvania. Some of the "hunters" are scoping minority families despite the spotting Ban. Its is difficult to see license plates in the dark & identify & distinguish vehicles. And some hunters & shooters threaten those who have already lost family members to gun tragedy in the hunting area. The emotional damage to the family is cumulative, over a decade. Some hunters & 3rd parties target, threaten, sometimes murder minority family members of those who own Pennsylvania land.

This free for all or needs to stop!

Ban hunting on private land in addition to maintaining the current Sunday hunting ban Pennsylvania and the Spotting Ban.

Add weapon rentals for seasonal public hunting to cut down on the year round threat of shootings & gun accidents. Regulate hunting permissions for the safety of  all property residents & neighbors, whether landowner or not. It's everyone's liability when someone is hurt, injured, or killed. And, make it internet accessible for police reports.

Not all hunters are welcome or have permission to be everywhere.

Please sign the petition to put a halt to the hunting free for all!

Regulations need to happen. Human lives are at stake.